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  1. Rec 6

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    Leo Valdez has been hurt in numerous ways since his mother's death, and he can't find a reason to go on any longer.

    Maybe Jason Grace will help him find reason.

    OR

    Leo had a stack of letters in a drawer. Besides those, a razor blade.

    These were his final gifts he’d ever give out, and the final projects he’d ever work on.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Last Read: 06/2026 (Chapter 4)

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    Fandom: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
    Author: gummy_sharkss
    Title: crack my heart open (fetch the salt)
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  2. Rec 48

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    “You forget how to use phone now?” he asked. Curls shone in the muted hallway light, tousled and dipping onto his forehead. The mole shifted slightly on Ilya’s cheek.

    Feeling shuttered into his skin. The quiet peace he’d grasped with shaking hands was slipping away. Shane wanted to cry. Wanted to scream and hit something. Wanted to play dead on the carpet. Blood pulsed behind his eyes.

    Instead, he murmured, “Can we not do this right now? I don’t want to… not tonight, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s brows dropped. He placed a hand against the door. “Shane, what is wrong?”

    Fuck, fuck, of course he wouldn’t just let this go. Shane’s jaw trembled. The panic flooded his system anew. He scrubbed at his eyes again. He’d been fine, he’d kept all the lights off, he’d tuned out the beating of his heart, the feeling of sweat against his spine. He’d fixed it, and now… now, like a relentless weed, the buzz in his nerves had relit.

    He wanted to slam his head against the door.

    Or--
    Shane's panic rears it's ugly head and while he tries to push Ilya away before he shuts down, Ilya steps into the hotel room and closes the door behind him.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Last Read: 06/2026 (Oneshot)

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    Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
    Author: Riverside7724
    Title: No thing defines a man like love that makes him soft
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    “You forget how to use phone now?” he asked. Curls shone in the muted hallway light, tousled and dipping onto his forehead. The mole shifted slightly on Ilya’s cheek.

    Feeling shuttered into his skin. The quiet peace he’d grasped with shaking hands was slipping away. Shane wanted to cry. Wanted to scream and hit something. Wanted to play dead on the carpet. Blood pulsed behind his eyes.

    Instead, he murmured, “Can we not do this right now? I don’t want to… not tonight, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s brows dropped. He placed a hand against the door. “Shane, what is wrong?”

    Fuck, fuck, of course he wouldn’t just let this go. Shane’s jaw trembled. The panic flooded his system anew. He scrubbed at his eyes again. He’d been fine, he’d kept all the lights off, he’d tuned out the beating of his heart, the feeling of sweat against his spine. He’d fixed it, and now… now, like a relentless weed, the buzz in his nerves had relit.

    He wanted to slam his head against the door.

    Or--
    Shane's panic rears it's ugly head and while he tries to push Ilya away before he shuts down, Ilya steps into the hotel room and closes the door behind him.

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    It begins with a handful of scars hidden beneath the waistband of his underwear after a photoshoot hookup neither of them expected to happen. Then comes the drinking, the endless nights out and the hotel room meetings where Ilya arrives smelling of alcohol and exhaustion. A year later, Shane discovers something far harder to ignore sitting openly on a hotel desk. After that come the fights, the broken teeth, the bruises, the cigarettes, and all the countless little ways Ilya seems determined to hurt himself while pretending none of it matters.

    Each year reveals another piece of a puzzle Shane cannot quite solve.

    Each year gives him another reason to walk away.

    Instead, he stays.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS AT START

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    13 Jun 2026

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    concept good; excerpt of writing style:
    "Carefully, as if not to spook him, Shane shifted closer.

    Pulled him in.

    Not forcing.

    Not demanding.

    Simply offering."
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    Last Read: 06/2026 (Oneshot)

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    Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
    Author: CognitiveMiser
    Title: The Shape of Survival
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    It begins with a handful of scars hidden beneath the waistband of his underwear after a photoshoot hookup neither of them expected to happen. Then comes the drinking, the endless nights out and the hotel room meetings where Ilya arrives smelling of alcohol and exhaustion. A year later, Shane discovers something far harder to ignore sitting openly on a hotel desk. After that come the fights, the broken teeth, the bruises, the cigarettes, and all the countless little ways Ilya seems determined to hurt himself while pretending none of it matters.

    Each year reveals another piece of a puzzle Shane cannot quite solve.

    Each year gives him another reason to walk away.

    Instead, he stays.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS AT START

  4. Rec *

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    He looked down at the dirty floor; he needed to clean up. To get rid of the evidence that this had ever happened. Not that anyone was ever coming over anymore, it had been just him for months. He couldn’t bear the idea of someone being in his house, not after… Not after he was the last person here. And he ran away. And that settled something in Ilya about his worth that so deeply told him that that was the end of everything. Of them. Of himself. That he wasn’t worth anything. He was nothing.

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    Ilya knew he was depressed, he feared he took after his mother that way. No one else knew Ilya was depressed, and maybe that was part of the problem. Facing the aftermath and the guilt from failing to kill himself seemed to be a whole other issue. Especially when it came to Jane and Jane finding out what he did.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Yeah, he started looking pretty bad after you, uh, broke up with him. You know, like, for Rose Landr-”

    “Yeah, Marleau, I fucking get it.” God, this guy fucking lacked situational awareness worse than Shane.
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    Last Read: 06/2026 (Oneshot)

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    Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
    Author: finelinelive
    Title: Nothing
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    He looked down at the dirty floor; he needed to clean up. To get rid of the evidence that this had ever happened. Not that anyone was ever coming over anymore, it had been just him for months. He couldn’t bear the idea of someone being in his house, not after… Not after he was the last person here. And he ran away. And that settled something in Ilya about his worth that so deeply told him that that was the end of everything. Of them. Of himself. That he wasn’t worth anything. He was nothing.

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    Ilya knew he was depressed, he feared he took after his mother that way. No one else knew Ilya was depressed, and maybe that was part of the problem. Facing the aftermath and the guilt from failing to kill himself seemed to be a whole other issue. Especially when it came to Jane and Jane finding out what he did.

  5. Rec 5

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    Her eyes stare at Lynn like she’s looking right through her and something in her gut steers her closer.

    Before the events of Saw III, Amanda Young and Lynn Denlon meet in a seedy place.

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    Fandom: Saw (Movies)
    Author: strryeyedlvr
    Title: i am that i was as i no longer am for i am nothing
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    Her eyes stare at Lynn like she’s looking right through her and something in her gut steers her closer.

    Before the events of Saw III, Amanda Young and Lynn Denlon meet in a seedy place.