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  1. Rec *

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    Everyone has a breaking point.

    When Chuuya finds himself at the center of yet another tragedy, he reaches his. He chases after wings, fighting the undertow, but feathers can only carry him so far.

    (Or, in which Chuuya copes until he doesn't, and Dazai tries his best to catch him when he falls.)

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    04 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh god I really hope this gets updated more. I LOVE fics like this so much you can’t even understand. Holy shit this is beautiful. I learned a few bird facts too:D

  2. Rec 68

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    27 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 87

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    "Soukoku... doesn't work... if one half is missing."
    "...it's cold out here, Osamu."

    In a world where Dazai Osamu rules the Port Mafia from a pitch-black tower, Nakahara Chuuya is merely his strongest, most resentful weapon. Four years of absolute obedience, unspoken betrayals, and suffocating silence have left them as nothing more than a ruthless Boss and his chained subordinate.

    Dazai has spent years orchestrating a flawless, bloody master plan to keep a certain someone alive, relying on the fact that Chuuya hates him enough to survive the fallout. But when Dazai sends his Executive directly into the jaws of the White Dragon with strict orders not to use his ability, the board flips. Dazai is about to learn exactly what happens when you push a god to the brink, and Chuuya is about to prove that he would rather bleed out than disobey a direct order.

    Or: The Beast AU where Chuuya gets trapped in the Draconian Room, and Dazai’s perfectly calculated universe violently falls apart over a single phone call.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    PEAK beastskk

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    This is going to be the home for everything dealing with Of Gods and families. So the Main fic, plus any side stories or sequels.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    im ginnabbe at this for a WHILE omg

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Everything was proceeding exactly as designed.

    Plop, plop, plop.

    Gravity obeyed. Matter complied.

    Plop—
    He was drowning. Kicking. Thrashing. Screaming until his throat tore raw—but no one heard him. No one came. He was alone.

    Structures collapsed. Shockwaves rippled outward, pulverizing what little resistance remained.

    He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His nails scraped until they broke—against the glass, or whatever held him there—and then against his own skin. Neck. Chest. Face.

    All that was left was to let Chuuya burn hot enough to break the enemy’s spine. Let him exhaust the excess.

    He was trapped.
    The cage was shrinking.

    Oh— and catch him when he falls.

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    Corruption is a delicate art—beautiful in its ruin, unforgiving in its cost. It was never meant to be seen, never meant to be used without consequence. Dazai has always trusted himself to pull Chuuya back from the brink… until the day everything goes wrong.

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    26 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BEAUTIFUL INCREDINLE I LOVE THIS THANK YOU