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Tamsy’s open eye flicks toward the sound. For a moment, he thinks he’s finally crossed over.
The sky above him opens up. Not literally, he knows that, somewhere in the rational scraps of his mind, but the light blurs and splits, and a shape forms in the haze, standing just beyond the foot of his bed.
Of course this is how it happens. Not trumpets or choirs or brilliant pearly white gates, but a quiet figure in a sterile room. Typical. Even his death is understated. He almost laughs.
A boy stands at the foot of his bed. Ash colored hair falls into his eyes, catching the glow and turning almost silver. His eyes themselves are wide and strangely luminous, red as fresh blood, stark against skin washed ghostly pale by the hospital glare.
An angel, Tamsy thinks, distantly. The drugs make everything feel possible.
“Are you here,” he croaks, voice shredded to threads, “to take me to heaven? Are you an angel?”
The boy startles, face turning pink. “What—no! I’m not—” He cuts himself off, scrambling backward a step, nearly tripping over his own feet. “I’m not an angel!”
____Tamsy never believed in angels until one appeared before his bed in the burn unit.
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It’s been a year since they broke up, but for Tamsy Caines, Zanka Nijiku was never truly "ex". While Zanka tries to move on, Tamsy remains in the shadows—watching, logging, and obsessing over every breath Zanka takes without him.
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20 Mar 2026
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LOVELOVELEORGRGVRFKFJFHGDGDHD THIS IS TOO FUCKING PEAK -srvt
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It has been nine years since the world collapsed. Nine years since Rudo watched his father’s life extinguished right before his eyes. He has tried to outrun the trauma, to crawl out from the shadows of that blood-stained past, but the ghosts refuse to stay buried.
Because the truth is a jagged pill to swallow.
Rudo is inextricably bound to the very monster who took everything from him—the one man he should hate, but cannot let go.
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The 23-year-old Tamsy Caines begins his first teaching job as chemistry teacher and homeroom advisor for Class 3-3 at Ravenwood Junior High. Expecting a routine year of observing teenage chaos, his sharp intuition quickly locks onto Rudo Surebrec—the enigmatic class president with ash-white hair, black-tipped ends. Respected and quietly authoritative, Rudo seems untouchable, yet something shadowed and isolated about him pulls Tamsy in deeper than professional curiosity ever should.
As Tamsy peels back the layers, admiration turns into obsession, then something dangerously close to love. But what does love mean to a man like Tamsy—one who thrives on change, hidden motives and the thrill of unraveling others? In trying to understand Rudo’s depths, he risks exposing his own, in a slow, patient metamorphosis that could break them both before anything beautiful emerges.
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Beneath the Guilt He Crafted by Anonymous
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
18 Jan 2026
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Now he knelt directly in front of the standing Rudo, head level with his hips, yet his eyes lifted—gazing upward, brimming with guilt crafted to perfection.
“Forgive me,” Tamsy breathed, voice breaking at the edges. “I’m yours. Completely. Punish me if you want. Ignore me if that’s what you need. But please… don’t leave.”

