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    Dazai was in the bathroom.
    He’s been in the bathroom.
    The lights are off.
    They’ve been off.
    He never turned them on.
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    Or, Chuuya and Atsushi learn something Dazai has tried his best to forget.
    Second work in my Dazai-centric one-shots (can be read out of order)
    Please mind the tags for content warnings!

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “No, it looks great Dazai,” she replied with a firm tone, “how do you feel in it?”
    Oh God.
    What a question!
    He could laugh!
    He did.
    With absolutely no control, he laughed harder and harder, until he was doubled over and receiving an array of dirty and confused looks from nearby patrons.
    “Uh—Dazai-san…” Atsushi asked, quickly snapping his mentor out of the laughing spell.
    “Sorry,” Dazai muttered, voice suddenly dark.
    “I hate it.”

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    Or, Dazai needs to buy a suit and everything hurts.
    Please mind the tags :) More explicit CW in the notes.
    There's a lot of connections in this to my fic "Silent screams, live lies." but both can be standalones.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    He should’ve known this was coming. Of course Akutagawa would give him chocolate. Of course he’d find the one sweet thing hidden in this alcohol-saturated wasteland of a kitchen.

    The kid popped up from behind the table like a dog.

    Then disappeared again.

    Then popped up on the other side.

    Chuuya blinked. “How the hell…?”

    The boy darted around the couch and sprinted across the rug, silent as a whisper, limbs flailing in sheer joy.

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    Chuuya finds an age reversed Dazai and takes care of him, whilst trying to gain his trust.

     

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    Cautiously, whilst looking around for some kind of hidden camera or giggling maniac lurking around in the dark area— Though he sighed when he couldn’t really see anything either way due to the only lighting being from a street light far away from the alley. He knelt down, gently lifted up the trench coat, and peeked beneath.

     

    “What the...” Chuuya mumbled, almost jumping back slightly.

     

    The small figure beneath the coat shuffled back, taken off guard, seeming afraid.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    “I would say you haven’t changed a bit, but evidently, you have.” His gaze lingers far too long on Dazai’s body, as if mentally undressing him with wine-drunk eyes.
    Dazai wants to vomit.
    “Are you implying something?”
    “Not at all,” a sneer, “simply observing.”
    “Right. And what might that observation be?”
    A smirk, “Enjoy the rest of your lunch, Osamu.”
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    Or, Dazai and recovery and relapse and that complicated space in between.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Today was just like any other day. ON HIATUS SORRY GUYS!

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    18 Jun 2026