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    Neil was always going to run, the choice to reveal his name and hidden designation never should've swayed Andrew, but they had.

    Neil had swayed him, and now Andrew can only reckon with the fact that he was stupid enough to want again.

    It's those thoughts that are circling his head when the car pulls up. It's not smooth, he watches as the driver goes over the curb, though Andrew doesn't care enough to tell them off for their horrible park job.

    Not until Neil fucking Josten practically collapses out of the driver's seat, beat to all hell and with red hair to boot.

    Andrew is at his side before his conscious mind realizes, his body already having made the choice for him. He smells blood, and fear, but they're overpowered by the sweet scent of strawberry sorbet pouring out from Neil's neck.

    His mouth starts to water as Neil practically folds into his arms, pupils blowing wide as he catches the heat scent of slick in the air. He has a second to curse before Neil is looking up at him, glazed eyes blinking heavily before getting stuck on Andrew's face.

    "Andrew," He says his name like no one else ever has, possibly ever will.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    By sheer coincidence, Neil ends up at the very same gas station as Kevin Day. It changes things, to say the least.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    oh neil you're down BAD

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    Neil murmurs, “I hope you know that you can always tell me no. No matter what. It’s no hardship to prioritize you.”

    Andrew’s lip curls up in a sneer. “I’ve already told you not to martyr yourself. No one finds the self-sacrifice cute.”

    “Andrew. There is no sacrifice, not when it comes to you.”

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    06 Jun 2026

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    He saw the duffel.
    It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
    He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.

    Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Andrew wakes in the hospital, years after the last thing he remembers, with nothing but a handful of out of date promises and a wrecked car. He is purposeless, adrift, unable to find solid ground.

    Except in the blue, blue eyes of the scarred stranger at his bed side.

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    01 Jun 2026