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    It's fitting that he realises he loves Hanbin while he's watching him tear out another tribute's throat with his teeth. He had expected that it would be earth-shattering, maybe, something similar to the depictions in the romance novels he used to read. But Zhang Hao only traces Hanbin's form on the screen, his staunch refusal to cede victory, and thinks oh, I love him.


    If only Zhang Hao knew winning the Games would be the easy part.

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    23 Aug 2024

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    This is a love that has hooks in him, lodged in bone, and Hanbin doesn’t know how to extract them. Doesn’t even know if he wants to. He’s so angry at Zhang Hao for leaving and he’s so angry at himself for breaking the little of them that was left, but the love lingers.

    The love—the tattered, agonizing, echoes of it the bond sustains—is all he has now. He’ll cling until it finally crumbles to dust between his fingers.

    Eight years ago Hanbin and Zhang Hao formed a soul bond that wasn't enough to keep them together. Now here they are, crashing into each other's orbits again.

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    18 Aug 2024

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    This is his opportunity. Either Hao ignores it and regrets it for his whole life, or he takes it and regrets it for his whole life.

    Hanbin won't even know what hit him.

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    02 Jul 2024

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    It should be easy to tell what Hanbin's thinking. He opens his mouth to say those stupid three words, those words which he said only once and never again because of Zhang Hao’s reaction.

    Realisation floods Zhang Hao's face, eyes widening. He presses two fingers to Hanbin's lips. “Don’t,” he says softly. “Don’t ruin it.”


    Jeju, he discovers, can be its own world.

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    21 Apr 2024

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    He should say no. Out of every request that he’s acquiesced to in his life, every time he’s capitulated out of the goodness of his heart, if any appeal should be met with a rare, resounding no, it’s this one. Except unlike every time before, Hanbin wants to say yes. And he is so tired of fighting what he wants. In this singular moment where the impeccable, perfect, helpful, caring, kind Sung Hanbin and his own raw desires overlap — he’s rendered helpless.

    Hanbin's fall from grace starts with an innocuous offer, a bizarre boy, and a catastrophic love.

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    22 Mar 2024