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He hadn’t always been like this, and he wasn’t really sure how it started. To him, it almost seems like he woke up like this one day. His great desire to lose weight. A fascination with that number on the scale; dropping and dropping.
Choi Beomgyu is anorexic.
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- Part 4 of beomgyu (going through it)
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cracked eggs dead birds (scream as they fight for life) by seeriuz
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
08 Jul 2025
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It was no secret that Beomgyu's mental health wasn't as good as it could be. His members knew this, and tried looking out for him as much as they could. They thought, or maybe hoped, that the extremes of it were somewhat under control. All of that changed when the tabloids came. Tabloids accusing Beomgyu of mistreating staff, adding straight onto his pile of cases that dragged his sanity down. And it would all come crashing down like a house of cards, no matter how hard he tried to hide it.
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- Part 6 of beomgyu (going through it)
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feel when we argue our skin starts to rot by seeriuz
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
26 Feb 2025
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What starts as Taehyun opposing another one of Yeonjun’s terrible, god-awful ideas, soon turns into something more. Taehyun is introduced to Beomgyu, a guy who makes his blood run cold and who gets in his hair without even trying. Despite their bickering, fighting, quarreling, or whatever you want to call it, something unknown keeps making them meet again. Like a cursed kind of magnetic force.
Taehyun likes to think that it is because his fate has been ruined and he’s been sentenced to eternal doom. Or maybe, just maybe, it’s because he and Beomgyu are like the sun and the moon.
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Every time he closed his eyes, the scene flashed before him again.
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Choi Beomgyu is haunted by the sexual assault he was a victim of.
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- Part 5 of beomgyu (going through it)
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kirari (giving up everything and going with you) by seeriuz
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
16 Apr 2023
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Choi Beomgyu had been 13 years old when he first picked up the blade.
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A story of how Beomgyu fell into a deep pit. Unable to get himself out. Luckily, multiple people threw down a rope and helped him climb back up.
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- Part 3 of beomgyu (going through it)
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MOM HE'S GOING THROUGH IT AGAIN
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The Wrong Side Of The Bed by kaiskatanas
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
15 Feb 2026
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Beomgyu didn't really know what had happened to him. Of course, this was a recognisable feeling, but he thought he’d healed. Everything was going well. He was happy. His friends were happy. But his mind told him he shouldn't be. His mind told him to suffer, to skip meals again, to avoid talking to those he loved. And while the skipping meals part was difficult, he found it easy to shut down a little more everyday. He spent more time in his room, cracked less jokes during practice, declined innocent hangouts because he was “too tired” or “had other plans.”
It genuinely came out of nowhere. But that was the art of depression: surprise attacks that lacked a catalysing force.
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Choi Beomgyu struggles to balance idol life with his rapidly declining mental health.
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- Part 2 of TXT Angst
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- English
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Bookmarked by seeriuz
16 Feb 2026
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Kpop oneshots + requests by p1eceofmind
Fandoms: P1Harmony (Band), Monsta X (Band), ATEEZ (Band), Xdinary Heroes (Band), NCT (Band), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
29 Aug 2025
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what it says on the tin! :)
requests are closed. :)
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- Part 3 of kpop fics
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11 May 2025
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To Catch You When You Fall (39 Degrees) by SnowMoonyx
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
30 Mar 2025
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Taking a step back and resting when his body demanded it didn't come easy for Taehyun, certainly not with a world tour just around the corner. He was known for being hard working, and he'd like to keep it like that, thank you very much. How much harm could a mere fever do anyway?
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Taehyun gets a fever, but refuses to take time off to rest. And so the members can only watch from the sidelines as it gets worse.
Bookmarked by seeriuz
31 Mar 2025
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Beomgyu was gone.
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Or: Beomgyu goes to the pharmacy one night. Little does he know how life-changing that simple trip will be.Series
- Part 23 of Original Works
- Part 34 of TXT Fanfics
Bookmarked by seeriuz
22 Jan 2025
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Beomgyu woke up and knew today was the day.
He didn’t think about it clearly, he just knew that's what he was doing today.
Today was the day he killed himself.
Bookmarked by seeriuz
17 Jan 2025