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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Roddy… I have nightmares. Like, really bad ones. A few times a week, at least. And sometimes… I have episodes. Like the one with Feli. I wake up swinging, or screaming, or I just… freeze. I can’t…” He looked away, the admission tasting like failure. “I don’t want to freak you out.”

    Roderich was silent for a long moment. Gilbert braced for the polite retreat.

    “I don’t mind,” Roderich said, his voice firm. “I’ve… I’ve read about it. PTSD. I know it’s not you being difficult. It’s your nervous system reacting to old danger. I can… I would like to be there. If it happens.”

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    While formally known as Oberleutnant Beilschmidt, Gilbert was now a veteran amputee struggling with PTSD, noise sensitivity and reintegration into civilian life in Berlin. After reuniting with an old friend, he navigates through relationships, old secrets, and the slow process of healing—both physically and emotionally.

    Rated M for intense themes of trauma, violence, mental health, flashbacks of character death and swearing.

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    “We’re people, that’s great news,” Alfred reiterates, steering the topic back to neutral waters. “I guess let’s rip the bandage off—are we brothers?”

    “We’re brothers no matter what,” Matthew quickly reminds him.

    Warmth spreads through his chest, but Alfred rolls his eyes, “Are we related?”


    A story told in five parts about DNA testing, chosen families, fake birth certificates, group chats, and the slow mending of a centuries-old hurt.

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    31 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Arthur comes home after several long days of work to a caring Francis and two sleepy children.

    Basically a cute fluffy oneshot

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    22 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Alfred had it planned out perfectly: fancy car, fancy dinner, fancy suit, sappy speech and perfect ring. It was a marriage proposal straight out of a cheesy rom-com.

    Kiku beat him to the punch by a few hours while fully intoxicated before pigging out on cheap, Chinese take-out. With some help from Britney Spears, of course.

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    17 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    After running off into a forest away from home, a heat-vulnerable Alfred meets a strange fox-like man who helps him accept who he is.

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    11 May 2026