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In an isolated system by Zarus
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Feb 2023
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When Hitoshi wakes up that morning, it is to a static numbness permeating his body, to a thick, cloying fog in his head.
Hitoshi draws a breath, and- he’s not hurt. His lungs are fine, his ribs are fine. He hasn’t gotten a rib broken in months, and breathing should be painless, should be easy. It shouldn't feel like a chore to breathe, but it does.
He feels like he's suffocating under the weight of the world.
Or:
Hitoshi has a bad day, and then, of course, it gets -worse-
But that's okay. Dadzawa is there to pick up the pieces.
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- Part 4 of Lost one's weeping
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26 Jul 2026
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power through (need some help from you) by notquitepunkrock
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
17 May 2022
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“Denki,” he said, wincing when his voice scraped out of his throat. “Denki, can you…get my dad. Please get me my dad.”
Or: Hitoshi relapses, but he's not alone.
aka I needed to write dadmic and dadzawa and shinsou angst and I'm dragging everyone else down with memostly standalone fic, though does take place in the same universe as the rest of this series
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- Part 9 of with a little help from my friends
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- English
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26 Jul 2026
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the choices we make by bototyelenol
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Jan 2026
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On the eve of Christmas, Hitoshi finds himself on the roof. It's a beautiful night to die. Unfortunately, not everyone agrees.
or: hitoshi is spiraling real bad and hizashi only barely manages to save him from himself
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- Part 2 of vent fics
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26 Jul 2026
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Will I Be Sad Forever by isomni_cat
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Feb 2025
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“Toshi? Are you ok?” He hates himself. He’s making his sister worry all because he’s fucking pathetic and couldn’t keep himself from cutting.
“You're hurt.” She says, her tone slowly filling with worry. He lifts his head slowly and looks at her. She looks at him with a doleful look and that makes him want to die. She shouldn’t be seeing him like this. Has he really been sitting here for this long?
“Here.” She says holding out the stuffed panda she was holding. Slowly, he takes it in his hands, trying and failing to hide how bad it’s shaking. He looks at it with a confused look and absent mindedly runs his thumb through the fur.
“I’ll get Papa.” She says before scurrying away. He watches her leave before turning back to the stuffed animal in his hands. He sobs again and buries his face into the fur, bringing his knees up to his chest. He faintly hears footsteps approaching, quicker and heavier this time.
He just wants a hug
(This is completed idk why it says it isn't)
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- Part 4 of angst
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26 Jul 2026
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Can't You See I Tried by isomni_cat
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Nov 2024
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Hitoshi starts to feel dizzy after a while. He leans against the side of the tub, watching as the water gushing from the tap turns into a calming red colour. Red has always been his favourite colour, he’s never known why though. He thinks now he understands. He doesn’t know how long he sits there before he starts to drift out of consciousness.
The door to his bathroom swings open but he doesn’t realise. They’re too late, he’s already gone. He doesn’t feel the way they grab his body and tries to get him to wake up.
There’s only one thought going through his mind.
I wish I stayed.
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- Part 3 of angst
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26 Jul 2026