ruric



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Centuries pass, nations rise and fall, names change, but Ilya remembers.

    --

    Hasegawa Shigeru opened his mouth to reply, but Ilya was lost.

    No longer warm, an icy wind cut through rough clothes to bite at the patches of skin that he’d bared to the elements. White snow and black, tall trees. A man trudged beside him, his hood up, his feet sure in the snow. He turned and smiled and Ilya’s heart tipped over with love. Hasegawa Shigeru. It was Shigeru, but dressed in clothing in a style much older than those Ilya had worn on his own shores, but still undoubtedly home.

    Shigeru spoke to him, but not in a language he knew. Old words and old clothes, and an old love, so deep that it brought tears to Ilya’s eyes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,378
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    103
    Kudos:
    485
    Bookmarks:
    116
    Hits:
    3,247

    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

    Tags
    Summary

    benediction (noun)

    bene-dic-tion ——— bɛnəˈdɪkʃən

    The utterance of a blessing

    solemn invocation of blessedness upon a person

    devout expression of a wish for the happiness, prosperity, or success of a person or enterprise

     

    Ilya feels like the seagulls outside his old Boston apartment window, in May when the day warms early and they sun their wings. He arches his shoulder blades in a half-hearted attempt to mimic the birds. Shane hums a contented-happy noise as Ilya settles deeper. That sound was a—he knows the word in English, has been waiting to use it again on Shane. Reva—no, that's not right, starts with a b… benediction. Shane's happy noises are a benediction.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,641
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    65
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    392

    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

    Tags
    Summary

    Say what you will about racism in hockey, but at least representing every Asian in Canada never forced Shane to bring the entire world into his bedroom—including other fucking gay people.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,599
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    613
    Bookmarks:
    69
    Hits:
    3,909

    07 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Hayden stares, the sight in front of him not quite computing.

    There is the couch. There is Shane on the couch. There is Shane on the couch, sleeping on his back with one arm wrapped securely around the waist of another person sleeping on top of him. The waist of another man sleeping on top of him.

    A man.

    As in, not Boston Lily.

    As in, not a woman at all.
    -
    Or, a prank goes awry and Hollanov is outed even earlier. At least everyone can agree that it’s still entirely Hayden Pike’s fault.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,118
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    534
    Kudos:
    4,444
    Bookmarks:
    929
    Hits:
    28,819

    07 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Then Scott Hunter looked at him, really looked at him with no panic or consternation or grief, just something heavy and piercing that made Ilya feel like his heart was on the outside of his ribcage. “Be safe out there, okay?”

    “Okay,” Ilya said, softer than intended.

    In real life, they both turned around and walked away into the night. But in Ilya’s memory, that never happens. They just stand there, eye-to-eye, until the sun comes up and it’s too bright to see anything else.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    49,254
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    220
    Kudos:
    1,376
    Bookmarks:
    342
    Hits:
    25,546

    06 Jul 2026