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"The bear had first come into his life when he was a small child. He was too little to be in school, but not too young to understand how special his mother’s love was. She loved him as if it were rebellious, as if it were a worthy sacrifice. She had brought the stuffed animal back with her from a trip he couldn’t remember her going on, then presented the gift to him in secret. The bear came in a set of two, ‘A mama and baby just like us, Ilyushenka,’ she had said. She had kept the baby bear for herself, so that they would always have each other. He never saw the baby again."
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A study of Ilya's grief for Irina through the discovery of a secret stuffed bear.
(inspired by Punch the baby monkey and his emotional support stuffed orangutan)
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After a life-changing hockey injury, Shane decided that he needed to learn to be okay with losing control. If he is going to be shoved around by the universe like a doll, he should at least be able to build strength internally. He researched a bunch of options, most of them getting progressively more asinine, until he finally found something just on the right side of a bad idea.
Gay BDSM. Or, more specifically, paying for an appointment with a professional male dom: Rozanov.
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ocd exposure therapy and confronting new disabilities through autism-friendly kink exploration amen hallelujah!!!
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MERLIN is in Space and boy does he fucking love space. by runningaway
Fandoms: Merlin (TV), Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
30 Dec 2022
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A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away there was a little gay boy named Merlin. It is a period of prolonged space travel. You know how in Interstellar how they all sleep on the way to space well imagine instead of that they build whole-ass generations on the ship. So its that and Arthur is like let's say 6th generation. Uther separated Merlin and Arthur when they were gay kids and now they are gay adults use your fucking imagination jesus christ. He’s also a social justice warrior.
“Well, you look great.” He thinks he looks great. Holy shit.
“You, you look great too. You got tall and buff.” Why the fuck did he just say that? Who in their right mind says that? You got tall and buff what the fuck? Arthur is dying inside. His cheeks are heating up. Sonic is meowing again. What the hell is going on?
Merlin laughs a real, hearty laugh that hasn’t changed at all. It's a beautiful sound.
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“Yeah that's great and all, Jack, but what about Cas? Any news on him?” Dean interrupts. Miracle settles between Eileen’s legs for scritches.
“I have a plan. I’ve created a parallel of heaven made to hold the strongest of creatures. It can act like a new Empty. A new afterlife for angels, demons, all of them.”
“You’re going to replace the empty? That’s the plan?”
“Yes, Sam.”
15x20 fix-it in which they save Cas, end the empty storyline, and finally get their happy ending.
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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true blue by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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"He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"
"You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.
"Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."
Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.
Jesus fucking Christ.
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or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.
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Oh. He’s ducking under the covers, under Ilya’s shirt, crawling up until he’s fully inside it—head pillowed safely on Ilya’s chest. The love that rushes through Ilya feels catastrophic, and he chokes with it. “Shane,” his voice trembles. Ilya pulls him closer, always closer. “Shane.”
Shane makes a high, soft noise in his throat, burrowing deeper into Ilya—almost like he’s trying to crawl inside Ilya’s body. Ilya would let him, if it were possible. Would carve out a place for Shane within himself, offer it with his bruised and bloody palms. Here, all of this—is for you. Shane makes that noise again—soft, pleading, like a whine—and Ilya succumbs, is helpless to.
He recognises it for the wordless plea it is, and gives Shane exactly what he wants. “Shanebug,” Ilya says softly, and Shane melts into his chest, every last string holding him up cut. “I love you.”
—a nickname, and all the love that comes with it.
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- Part 1 of darcy's hollanov fics
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Familiars don't get like this unless something has gone very, very wrong with their witch.
Shane swallows. That complicates things. "Okay," he murmurs, more to himself than the wolf. "I can't treat you out here."
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Shane is a witch living alone in the forest. He finds Ilya, a Familiar, who decides he does not want to leave. It might be a formula for disaster, but Shane's always been quite good with those.Series
- Part 4 of hollanov aus
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22 May 2026