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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    No one should be surprised, really, that Scaramouche would make it to the end of college without fucking anyone. He doesn't like people, he doesn't like being vulnerable, and he is horny - but not horny enough to get over his myriad hangups and the loner image he's painstakingly crafted for himself.
    But when he finds himself at a party with a certain ginger on his knees in front of him, suddenly all that is turned upside down; and when Childe keeps showing up in his life, he begins to question whether the walls he's built are really all he needs.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Determined to win a stupid bet by proving that Ivan doesn’t like him like that, Till embarks on a mission to repel Ivan in every way possible.

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    16 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    ”and you know i won’t complain”

     

    He drew a breath in and spoke before Scaramouche fried him on the spot, “Look I'll leave, okay? But we don’t- you don't have to do anything, I can just make you feel good. If you want it.”

    Childe stumbled over his words. Negotiation wasn't a regular part of these trysts, more often a trading of insults and clashing teeth, blind pawing at clothing and a submission to ill placed desires was all the pretense needed. They weren't friends, after all.

    But the way Scaramouche was holding himself tugged at something in Childe. He'd never seen him so seemingly exhausted, even after fighting for hours, even with clothes disheveled and mussed up hair, Scaramouche always held an air of perfection that Childe just assumed was built into his being.

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    29 Apr 2025

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    Scaramouche can’t be attracted to Childe. It’s Childe, for crying out loud. Stupid, asshole Childe with his idiot blue eyes and warm smile, and those big hands and… Fuck, he is attracted to Childe. He’s attracted to a ginger. That’s so embarrassing.

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    26 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    “God,” Scaramouche finally managed to say. I think I love you. Isn’t that crazy? We just met and I love you. “Sorry.” He stopped laughing, twisting his hands together on his lap as he looked ahead at Childe.

    “Think that’s the first time I’ve seen you smile,” he replied, giving one in return. “You looked so sad when I met you.”

    Scaramouche hummed. “Do I not look sad now?”

    Childe looked at him with that glimmer in his eye, gaze raking over his body. He took in the expression on his face, with the way that his features looked a lot more open, and how the corners of his lips turned upwards. “Not anymore.”

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    29 Oct 2024