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That’s what’s so dangerous about Shane. Not the kind eyes, not the temptation, not the little voice in the back of Ilya’s head that he feeds that keeps telling him to fuck it all and choose happiness over duty, over stability, over birthrights and stipulations. The danger is that Ilya has spent a lifetime perfecting the art of keeping things to himself, and Shane—with his empathy and his endless need to know—opens his mouth once and Ilya’s body spits out the truth before he can vet it first. Before he can make sure it’s safe. Not too much, not too vulnerable, not self-pitying, not a lie, but not necessarily the truth either. There is no just right when it comes to Shane. There is only impulse and hunger and, against every single fucking odd, a trust so deep that it’s in Ilya's blood now, helpless to pinpoint when it had first punctured and spread like a poison.
No. That isn’t right.
Like, maybe, the only antidote that Ilya has ever been offered without strings attached.
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cocoon by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane’s lived his whole life performing. On the ice, in front of cameras, sometimes even around family and friends. It keeps him safe. Lets him hide in plain sight when he needs a minute to get steady again.
It’s why he’d thought he could be with Rose and manage fine.
It isn’t until Florida, until he’s behind Ilya’s hotel room door with his back against cotton sheets and thighs pressed open with familiar, calloused hands that he realizes something’s shifted—that there’s a difference between performing and survival.
One is a choice. The other… isn’t.
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- Part 11 of let's talk about sex!
- Part 2 of hr canon divergence
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13 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander Takes the BDSM Test by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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#2 Shane Hollander
#3 haydenpikeisoverparty--
alternatively, with the help of google, wikipedia, twitter, and lily, shane hollander sets off to find out if he's submissive
and breedableand accidentally finds out he might have feelings for rozanov instead. if you squint.Bookmarked by retreat
12 Jun 2026
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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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would not recommend by sakeofsake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jun 2026
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A love story, told through Google reviews.
(or, Shane leaves a negative review on a restaurant in Saint Petersburg and spends the next decade being haunted by the owner's son.)