2 Works by ramideoki
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Being in a relationship with San, then, is hard for Hongjoong.
He enjoys loving San and being loved by him, but he's very particular about the way he loves and lets himself being loved. He likes physical contact but only on certain situations. He likes kisses but only when they're in private. He likes passing time with San but he also needs extensive periods of time being alone. And San is so touchy, he likes kissing Hongjoong so much, he likes spending time with him even more… so Hongjoong feels like he's not enough for his new boyfriend. The only boyfriend he's had ever since he started college.
Grabbing the radio, he puts one of his physical CD's and presses play, not really minding what songs are there. He just needs some background music to distract himself from all of those insecurities and enjoy this first time with San. And when he turns around towards the bed, he looks at his boyfriend carefully.
As if simply looking at him could be dangerous for him.
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“Hongie hyung, can I tell you something?”
Hongjoong nodded silently. The air felt suddenly too heavy for San to handle, but he'd decided to tell his older friend what he felt, he couldn't back up now.
“Promise you won't get angry at me.”
A weak laugh. “Why would I?”
“I love you,” San whispered, fearful, honest.