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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    After their devastating loss in the World Cup quarter-finals, Erling Haaland is trying his best to keep it together. His head hurts, his feelings are a mess, and Jude Bellingham is the last thing keeping him afloat.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    On your team by shirumund
    After their devastating loss in the World Cup quarter-finals, Erling Haaland is trying his best to keep it together. His head hurts, his feelings are a mess, and Jude Bellingham is the last thing keeping him afloat.

  2. Rec 16

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    Erling's palms itched the whole match, it felt like. Hard not to when his body remembers what it meant when Jude used to score for Dortmund, every silly bet they'd made over stat lines. Aside from that, the only things that penetrated the oppressive humidity of July in Miami were the spikes of adrenaline as the tides of the match shifted and the sickening wrongness when Erling pulled something ten minutes into the second half.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    i know everybody changes, but i hope that we don't by gdgdbaby
    Erling's palms itched the whole match, it felt like. Hard not to when his body remembers what it meant when Jude used to score for Dortmund, every silly bet they'd made over stat lines. Aside from that, the only things that penetrated the oppressive humidity of July in Miami were the spikes of adrenaline as the tides of the match shifted and the sickening wrongness when Erling pulled something ten minutes into the second half.

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    Erling lowers himself to the ground next to Jude, long legs stretching out in front of him, skin nearly brushing against Jude’s with the proximity. He’s back in his regular clothes, now, long hair washed and loose around his shoulders.

    Jude sighs. Lets his head rest back against the wall. Erling always looks so normal, after matches. So human. Jude’s always been jealous of that. It takes hours for the tremor in his own shoulders to fade away.

    (It was never like that before. Football never used to hurt. Never used to scare him. Never used to sound like a hundred thousand voices in his head. Back then, it just was.)

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    A quiet conversation after the Norway-England game.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    hey, jude by Anonymous
    Erling lowers himself to the ground next to Jude, long legs stretching out in front of him, skin nearly brushing against Jude’s with the proximity. He’s back in his regular clothes, now, long hair washed and loose around his shoulders.

    Jude sighs. Lets his head rest back against the wall. Erling always looks so normal, after matches. So human. Jude’s always been jealous of that. It takes hours for the tremor in his own shoulders to fade away.

    (It was never like that before. Football never used to hurt. Never used to scare him. Never used to sound like a hundred thousand voices in his head. Back then, it just was.)
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    A quiet conversation after the Norway-England game.

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    “You’ve seen them, though?” Erling asks, too curious to be truly causal. It’s like he’s actually asking— though why, Jude has no real idea. “The memes?”

    “Yeah I’ve seen them,” Jude tuts. “Fucking Grealish forwards every one he gets his hands on.”

    “Same for me,” Erling says, and he looks thoughtful a moment, a sort of fleeting thing Jude can’t really read. “It’s interesting.”

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    15 Jul 2026

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    chase me (i'm done running) by fishergrams
    “You’ve seen them, though?” Erling asks, too curious to be truly causal. It’s like he’s actually asking— though why, Jude has no real idea. “The memes?”

    “Yeah I’ve seen them,” Jude tuts. “Fucking Grealish forwards every one he gets his hands on.”

    “Same for me,” Erling says, and he looks thoughtful a moment, a sort of fleeting thing Jude can’t really read. “It’s interesting.”

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    14 Jul 2026

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    I'll Hold on to You by Boundless_Stars
    Jude is minding his own business and honestly doing just fine when the notification pops up on his phone, mid-tournament.