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    "I am going to teach you another word." Shane can't look away from him, entranced. He could not possibly be more unprepared to be learning new Russian words than he is right now, but that's probably the point. 

    "Harder." Ilya says, never stopping. "Sil'neye."

    Fuck. This one was a bit easier, at least. Shane's tongue seemed to know what to do with the sounds of it quicker.

    "Sil'neye." Shane breathes, holding Ilya's gaze. They suddenly gleam with satisfaction, or maybe adoration. Shane is obsessed with him, with this, with all of it.

    "Yes, good boy." Ilya praises.

    Or,
    Ilya has a bad day at work, so Shane comes up with a plan to take his mind off things. Ilya was not bluffing when he said he’d teach Shane his version of “important” words in Russian.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    No, Ilya isn’t a martyr, but he isn’t selfish either.

    Tonight he wants to be selfish.

    Ilya wants to use Shane. He wants to use his willingness, his body, his everything to make himself feel better.

    It’s a truth. Maybe an ugly one, but one that he owes to both himself and to Shane to accept. Tonight will be about him.

    And Shane, for his part, is a willing participant in it all.

    ‘I want to be useful,’ he had said.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see were those damn freckles.

    Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.

     

    Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.

    Jane: Yeah? And?

    Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
     
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    or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Shane will wait. Shane will be patient. Ilya will text him, or Ilya won’t text him. Either way, Shane will be grown and mature about it. And he will not allow himself to be besotted, consumed by the thought of his sweet puppy, his Ilya.

    And he absolutely will not allow himself to continue mentally calling Ilya his.

    Ilya just wants to prove to Mr. Hollander that he can be a good boy. Mr. Hollander is happy to indulge him.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane never knew when it was going to happen, and he liked that. A lot. Ilya liked it, too. Coming up behind him to place a loose hand around Shane’s throat, laughing at the way his breath stuttered and eyelids slotted together. And then he would pull away, do something mundane, like reach for mustard in the fridge, like Shane wasn’t standing there, buzzing like a bee.

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    17 Mar 2026