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    Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs. 

    Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.


    Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "But you know how people practice their breathing, right?"

    "Yeah. Like the straws and balloons and stuff."

    "They just practice kissing," Kai had said simply, against the back of Taehyun's neck.

    In which Taehyun and Kai agree that kissing will relieve all their worries. It only proves to complicate their lives further.

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    15 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    3 times Soobin and Beomgyu kissed as friends.
    and the 1 time they kissed where they couldn't go back.

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    21 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    There's something about the way Beomgyu takes time out of his own busy schedule to help out Soobin that makes his heart flutter in his chest. Something about the way he looks up at Soobin with fondness in his big brown eyes and says "it's not a bother hyung. I like helping you" that makes Soobin weak in the knees. He's too sleep deprived to understand what it could mean though, and he still has all of his work to do. He'll deal with this weird feeling later.

    Or Soobin neglects himself due to being too busy and Beomgyu helps take care of him and makes him feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

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    21 Jun 2025

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    me fez feliz

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Beomgyu clears his throat, but it doesn’t alleviate the awkwardness. “I mean, can you imagine? People like us…?”

    Soobin shoves his phone in his pocket. “Honestly? It’s probably pretty common. I bet there are a lot of young alphas who want to crash the party with their underdeveloped knots.”

    Beomgyu flinches. Underdeveloped knot. That’s me. I’m going to be a disappointment the first time, no matter who it’s with.

    Soobin and Beomgyu dare each other to lose their virginities in an unlikely place.

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    18 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    INCRÍVEL