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Illuga was quiet, correct, innocent - until he met Lohen. Lohen is a son of a bitch from a bad company, cruel and dangerous, knowing that he can use people on any whim. Their relationship is like a drug: suffocating, toxic, codependent. Illuga wants to get out, but he can't breathe without Lohen. And Lohen, who is used to holding him next to him like a toy, does not notice how he becomes addicted to the one he swore not to let close.
Alcohol, drugs, fights, forbidden intimacy and escape, which turns into either salvation or the last step into the abyss. The story of how love breaks and reassembles, about broken laws - and about the sea that they promised each other to see.
"I broke the law, I fell in love..."
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02 Jul 2026
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Lohen had to put quite a bit of thought into his plan, everything had to be considered based on both of their schedules, as well as taking into account Varka’s wellbeing. After all, if Varka is too tired all of Lohen’s plans go to shit. With these things taken into account, Lohen is ready to seduce his boyfriend. “Fancy seeing you here, Grand Master,” Lohen purrs, bending over to lean on Varka’s desk.
“I’m glad you get enjoyment out of my suffering. You know, my life used to be full of adventure. Now? It’s all paperwork,” Varka sighs. He looks about ready to put his face in his hands and consider running away from Mondstadt. Luckily Lohen knows most of his frustrations aren’t aimed at him, rather a result of the absolute lack of free time the both of them have had as of late.
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- Part 2 of Up and Down
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30 Jun 2026
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Varka never used to like being so rough with anyone he bedded, but there was something about Lohen that made the wolf come out of him, so to speak. They fucked. Rough and bloody and animalistic. He could beat Lohen black and blue and the young man would make the prettiest sounds and beg for more, would jeer and tease and egg him on for something even more brutal.
It churned Varka’s stomach sometimes when he looked at the aftermath of their carnage. When he looked down at his hands and found them just as bruised as Lohen’s body. But when he would turn to look at Lohen there was nothing but adoration in his eyes. He just hoped that sometime down the road, Lohen would look at him like that when they went slow. When he took his time with the boy and gave him those more gentle touches.
OR, Lohen has been acting out all week and Varka has to put him in his place.
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28 Jun 2026
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"Wow, Grandmaster," Lohen gives a slow applause, his face no longer holding the gaze of a predator, but now pure indifference, "nicely done, getting out of that hole."
"Yep," Varka rolls his shoulder, "there's never something I can't handle, you know." When he gets the ache out of his shoulder, he glances at Lohen from the corner of his eyes. "Especially not another Alpha."
Lohen blinks, once, twice, three times, before breaking out into a grin.
There's always been a sort of... tension between Varka and Lohen, given they were both alphas. Lohen was all bark WITH a lot of bite, and Varka entertained every whim. But when things go a step too far, Varka's forced to re-evaluate what should be happening between of them, and it doesn't help that Lohen's starting to act off, either.
lovingly referred to by the author as "the varhen bitching fic".
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24 Jun 2026
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Twenty-nine fiery red roses.
Ardent love, passionate feelings.
Lohen sighs.
“No, Grand Master.”
“Why?” asks Varka.
“Uninteresting. Banal. Pushy,” Lohen shrugs.
Ah. Varka droops. Lohen sighs.
“I’m by no means trying to insult your tender feelings and all that. I want to understand how serious your intentions are.”
…What?
“Try something else. Use your imagination. I don’t know, I want creativity.”
Varka thinks and catches onto something.
“Is that a challenge?”
“Perhaps,” Lohen smiles at him.
The Grand Master of Knights of Favonius tries to win the hand and heart of the vice-captain of the fifth ranged company.
[Russian translation available
HERE]Series
- Part 1 of No Decency
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18 Jun 2026