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    Ilya Rozanov is disappearing one day at a time and no one is close enough to notice.

    He goes to practice. He scores. He says he's fine.

    He writes it all down anyway, in a notebook his therapist told him to buy, in a house that feels too big and too quiet. Someone will find it eventually.

    He just doesn't expect it to be Shane.

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    OR: A Week in Ilya Rozanov’s Journal as he battles with depression.

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    12 May 2026

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    Dinner was purposeful torture with long heated looks in low candlelight, feet and ankles slotted together as fingertips brushed atop the waxy wood table while they nibbled on mediocre pasta. It had been David’s suggestion to get out of town, have a date night free of wedding planning and talk of the store.

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    06 Aug 2019

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    He flips Neil’s phone open and scrolls through the call history. It’s not a long list; his own name is at the bottom, then there’s a call from Nicky one from Dan. There’s an outgoing call from Neil’s phone to Andrew’s – that day they went to Atlanta – and one to a number that isn’t saved but that Andrew recognises as Bee’s.

    And then there’s a call from an unknown number, no more than an hour ago.

    He wants to call it. He wants to call it and demand where Neil is, wants to find out whoever the number belongs to and bash their head into a wall, break every bone in their body until Neil is back with them.

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    12 Aug 2018

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    After Even has already rejected him once, after Isak is aware of Even's reputation for meaningless one-night stands, the last thing Isak should be doing is sleeping with the guy. But it keeps happening, and there's no way Isak is getting out of this with his heart intact.

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    05 Jul 2017

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    "What's it like to kiss a boy?"

    "I could show you."

    Or the one where Isak and Even are roommates who make out on occasion (in a completely platonic way, of course).

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    21 Jun 2017