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even though i know someday you're gonna shine on your own (i will be your protector) by panya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
08 Jun 2024
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“I’m just saying, you better not corrupt our future Fox-Claremont-Diaz kids into partaking in your treason.” Alex bellows from the other side of the kitchen, the humorous lilt to his voice noticeable. Henry, previously in the middle of describing to Alex what exactly a well-rounded breakfast is (For him, baked beans on toast, for Alex, a handful of Sour Patch Kids and 3 espresso shots), physically feels his thought process come screeching to a halt as he stutters out, “-Fox-Claremont-Diaz?”
Alex tilts his head to the side, shooting Henry an affronted look while saying, “What? You want to add the ‘-Fox’ to the end? I’m down for anything, baby, and besides, they’ll be American through and through and I won’t have your Grandma trying to turn them any more British than they’ll already have to be, and that won’t start with fucking beans on toast,” Alex rambles on, flicking Sour Patch dust all over the kitchen floor.
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Or, snapshots of Alex and Henry becoming the girl dads they were always supposed to be.
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“I could tell you about one of my other dreams? The one I woke up from this morning was rather remarkable.” Henry says, a little more confident this time.
“Oh? Tell me, baby.” Alex breathes out, feeling his dick harden just at the mention of Henry sharing his thoughts about him.
He swears he hears Henry audibly shiver at the mention of the pet name and he lets out a shuddering breath. God, it sounds like he’s barely holding on and they haven’t even started yet.
They’ve done this before. The back and forth over the phone, trading masturbatory fantasies disguised as hushed whispers, praying one of their family members doesn’t knock on the door. Sometimes they FaceTime, if Henry is feeling particularly adventurous, but Alex will take whatever part of Henry he can get.
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Alex is stuck in the White House — Henry helps him pass the time over the phone.
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‘til the stars fall from the sky (baby, i’m yours) by panya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
24 Feb 2024
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“Here we are. Now, what are you actually wearing? Now that you’ve gotten my heart hard you can return the favour to my dick, please and thank you.”
Henry let’s out a chortle, a laugh mixed with a snort that should be unattractive but is the most beautiful sound Alex has heard all fucking day.
“Hmm, just my pyjamas.”
“Oh? Not your ‘candy cane jimjams’?” Alex shuffles his shoulders when he says the phrase, and mimics Henry’s received pronunciation.
“No, you oaf — it’s May. They have little penguins on them, if you must know.”
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Alex and Henry reconnect over the phone whilst Henry is away in London.
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know i shouldn’t need it (but i want affection) by panya
Fandom Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
24 Feb 2024
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“Well, Aunt Irene asked if you were bringing any one.”
“... And you told her no. Because I’m not bringing anyone. Right?”
“I did not do that.” Becca said, looking sideways, avoiding Mel’s eye.
Mel blanched, swallowing hard, eyelids stuttering. But she had to keep her cool. She could not yell. She could not freak out.
“I told Aunt Irene that you were bringing your boyfriend.”
“Becca,” She said, as calmly as she could, “I don’t have a boyfriend. You know that. I’ve never had a boyfriend.” The last line, in a whisper.
“Well, I told her that Dr. Langdon was your boyfriend.”
Mel brings Dr. Langdon as her plus-one to her cousin Claire's wedding. Dr. Langdon is all too willing to pretend to be her boyfriend. Maybe a little too willing? To follow: a dog bite, spanking-related misunderstandings, erotic steak eating, and of course: only-one-bed!
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Bookmarked by panya
02 Jul 2026
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Mel knows Frank looks up to her. Now she has physical proof.
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- Part 5 of Emergency
Bookmarked by panya
27 Jun 2026
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If Frank had ever thought about it before, which he hadn't, he’d probably conclude he likes physical touch about as much as the average person does.
It’s not like he minds it when people touch him, especially since he’s kind of oblivious about personal space. He often ends up brushing up against people or dropping a hand to a shoulder or bumping into someone in the Pitt, and he doesn’t tend to think twice about it beyond a quick apology when needed.
(And maybe he does some of that on purpose, when it comes to one coworker in particular, but again, this isn’t something Frank has ever thought about, so he definitely doesn’t dwell on what that means.)
Bookmarked by panya
15 Jun 2026
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He and his platonic decency are both in shambles by the time she buckles her seatbelt. They both seem to register it in real time while he drives her home.
Maybe, just maybe, she doesn't want anyone else at the end of the night. And maybe he stayed awake all evening with no one else left in his life to wait up for, hoping she would give him a reason to be needed.
Bookmarked by panya
11 Jun 2026
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“Just tell me what you need.”
“I don’t think I need anything.”
Her heart beats to a rhythm. Strong and slow: you, you, you.
“Hey,” He scoots even closer. His hand travels down to the knee she has brought up. “How about I run you a bath?”
( Frank takes care of Mel. The water brings revelation. )
Bookmarked by panya
08 Jun 2026