pansythoughts

Self portrait drawn in the style of the game identity v



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    A series about a War Cleric of Vhaeraun and her extended circle.

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    “You accused me of treating this like a game. I am sorry if I’ve led you to believe that it is only a game—though I won't deny that part of it is.” Bren gives a disarming smile. “My life is either games or murder, after all.”
    “Or mail fraud,” Thelyss says dryly, not even a little disarmed.
    “The mail fraud is a sort of game as well.”
    A sigh. “Is this your way of telling me that you intend to continue playing?”
    Bren smiles again, sharper. “If you would let me.”

    (In which Bren Aldric Ermendrud decides to seduce the Shadowhand and finds that the best way to convince someone to be vulnerable with you is to be vulnerable in turn.)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Brilliant au, one of the best shadowgast fics I’ve read

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    He doesn’t mind traveling for conferences; her texts more than make up for it.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Incredible work for a character and ship I don’t see enough of anymore. Loved loved loved

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Each time Essek returns to his towers, he searches them for new evidence of Dwendalian trespassing. He catalogues every rumpled cushion cover, every ink spot, every dunamantic text left slightly out of place.

    It is, he imagines, not unlike coming home to another person.

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    15 Mar 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 89

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    In the aftermath, these are the things Mithrun is told most often: that he’s been rescued, that he is no longer Lord. That dungeons are in his past. The date, the year. What he’ll be eating today.

    He is being cared for. He’s safe.

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    14 Oct 2024

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    Haunting prose, really nice build

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    A cursed object rewinds Mithrun’s mind and body into who he was 40 years ago, before he met the demon.

    So, naturally, the Canaries push him onto Kabru until they can figure out how to fix it.

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    09 Oct 2024

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    Oh this was just fantastic. Great dynamic