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    Sometimes love looked like acts of great devotion. Sometimes it looked like riding a dildo strapped to your husband while you called him a pretty little princess.

    For Shane and Ilya, it was often both.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    ash || ilya’s defense attorney
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    IS HE WATCHING FELLOW TRAVELERS??!?

     

    or, ilya watches fellow travelers and it affects him very much

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander loves playing for the Ottawa Centaurs. Leaving Montreal, as painful as it had been, really has been one of the best decisions he’s ever made.

    He gets to play with his husband. He’s supported at all levels, from upper management down to the most casual of fans, and his teammates are genuinely kind and lovely people who care about him and his life and are invested in his well-being.

    Considering where he came from, Shane thinks it’s wonderful to work with such caring players who want what’s best for him and notice things about his life. It's really, really great.

    Until it isn’t, of course.

    “Hollander, what the fuck is that on your face?” Zane Boodram asks in the locker room while they’re changing for game five of the first round of playoffs.

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    Or Shane has a mysterious rash, and his teammates are very concerned.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    What if Cliff Marlow, after Ilya came back from visiting Shane in the hospital, put his detective cap on and sleuthed out more than Ilya was prepared for?

    Perhaps Ilya, in bed with Shane at his cottage months later, finally shares this detail with him. Which perhaps encourages other unspoken details to be shared, and some fantasizing about who else they would like to tell. On purpose.

    Perhaps the late night fantasizing snowballs into an actual plan. A labour day weekend party where they surprise everyone that matters to them (Marlow is also invited). For better and for worse.

    Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps…

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ryan gasped and fell forward, catching himself with his hands on either side of Shane’s head. “That feels different.”

    Shane was glad he wasn’t the only one getting off on the novelty of simply being with someone else after years of tame monogamy. “Good?”

    “Yeah,” Ryan whispered.
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    These four have a mostly drama free partner swap adventure :3

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    22 Jun 2026