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    Parental leave brings many expected and unexpected changes for Evan Buckley.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    When Tommy opened his eyes, he was standing in the desert, staring at the burning corpse of a black, military-grade helicopter.

    Oh, he thought, strangely calm. I’m back here.

    - crash that helicopter where Tommy gets to talk with a long-buried version of him

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Hey, this is off duty firefighter Tommy Kinard,” Tommy said when the call was picked up. “Has anyone reported a missing kid?” 

    Or, Tommy runs into Abby and then Theo runs past both of them.

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    26 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Being high sucks, is the thing. Evan Buckley does not want to get high. He wants to not feel like jumping off a bridge. He wants to not care that no one really sees him anymore. He wants to forget about Bonnie and Daniel and Bobby and Chim's constant fucking sniping and Maddie telling him he should learn to be alone and Hen accusing him along with everyone of not checking in and Eddie calling him a self-obsessed drama queen who didn't try hard enough to save the man he loved like a father.

    He wants to forget the way it felt to have a gun pointed at his head. He wants to forget the threatening sneer of some nobody homophobe. He wants to forget how he screwed up the best relationship he's ever had. He wants to forget being used and lied to when he tried to connect with people. He wants to forget the blood dripping from Bobby's nose. He wants to stop feeling everything for a while.

    He wants to stop being afraid. He wants his body to stop panicking at normal sounds. He wants to stop seeing her in his nightmares, wants to stop seeing the gun actually fire and jerking awake soaked in sweat and for a minute thinking he remembered it wrong and he's dead, actually, or Eddie is.

    He just wants some peace.

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    26 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    After getting kidnapped, Buck gets rescued by a familiar helicopter pilot. He takes it as an opportunity. It might just not be so easy.

    - bucktommy take on the upcoming Buck whump arc

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    11 Mar 2026