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Haunted by memories of violent relationships, past wrongdoings, and religious guilt, Sirius finds himself in front of his childhood church, overcome by an urge to pray away the strange, all-encompassing fear.
Golden and brave Guadalajara summers spent in the company of his larger-than-life best friend flood his mind, and Sirius gives in.
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This is a story of estranged best friends falling in love (again) amidst Guadalajara’s desapariciones, cartel violence, US imperialism, ubiquitous Catholicism, and socialist resistance, both naive and brave; it's also a story of emotional dependence, devotion, and emancipation from fear and oppression.
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The first time they met, they were strangers.
The first time they shared a bed, they were friends.
The first time they kissed, they were lovers.
Years later, standing on opposite sides of a locker room, they are strangers again.
(Or: Will watches the person he loves disappear in slow motion, and discovers that sometimes love isn't enough to save someone.)
Bassed off the song Strange By Celeste
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01 Jun 2026
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Love is a universal language everyone can experience.
Sirius and Remus learn it in the quiet spaces✨ Or ✨
Sirius is intrigued by a man he meets at a party who suddenly starts showing up everywhere. Sirius is curious about why he never says a word and always stares at Sirius' mouth, but he'd like to find out.
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- Part 1 of Silence Between Us Series
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21 Apr 2026
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don't look much like a lover (doesn't mean that i won't try) by barkatthemoon
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
16 May 2026
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In the wake of his father’s death Sirius Black finds himself living on the North Carolina coast in the beach-themed love shack that Orion shared with his mistress. His plan for the summer is to finish writing his novel, get the house ready so that he can list it for sale, and get back to New York before the leaves can even begin to change.
Too bad his former college nemesis and fellow author Remus Lupin lives right next door, just as surly and withdrawn as he remembers him being, throwing a wrench into all of his carefully laid out plans.
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15 Apr 2026
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Remus has never believed any of the folk tales he was raised on.
He discounted them all as rubbish, refusing to believe that such things like mermaids could possibly exist, but when he sees something in the water that can't be explained he starts to wonder if he's been wrong all these years...
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11 Apr 2026
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He wants to ask Remus a million questions. He wants to ask him if he wants to, wants to ask whether they should, wants to ask what if? He wants, perhaps most of all, to ask him whether any of this is real for Remus, or whether it’s just the hazy magic of the lockdown talking.
Then Remus’s eyes flutter open. They are bright and clear: full of the same want that pulses through Sirius’s veins every time Remus gets all moony-eyed about Proust; every time he manages to drink them all under the table; every time he goes out without an umbrella, gets caught in the rain and comes back looking like a particularly striking Victorian waif.
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10 Apr 2026