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Buck shifted like he was about to stand—like he was about to leave—and something primal and terrified ripped straight through Eddie’s chest.
“No,” Eddie breathed, sharper than he meant to, his hand shooting out and catching Buck’s wrist with more desperation than strength. “Don’t—don’t go. Don’t leave me.”
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Eddie’s greatest fear is dying alone — a reality he’s brushed up against more times than he cares to count. His second greatest fear is telling his best friend that he loves him. When a building collapse traps him beneath the wreckage, he’s forced to confront both fears at once. -
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It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.
“Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”
The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.
“Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”
His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.
or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.
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“You look ridiculous,” Ryan muttered, but his voice was rough, stripped of its usual irony.
Oliver laughed, stepping around the table until he was standing right in front of Ryan. He turned his back to him, glancing over his shoulder. He knew he looked good. He knew his ass and thighs were his best asset around Ryan—soft, pliant and incredibly grabbable. The thigh highs framed them perfectly.
“Ridiculous enough that you can't look away?” Oliver shot back. He reached back, his fingers grazing the lace top of the stocking, snapping it against his skin. “Or ridiculous enough that your dick is trying to punch a hole through your pants?”
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Or, Oliver wore thigh highs and Ryan was very, very into it.
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He forces his gloved hand through dirt, rock, dust, pushing past the bite of glass shards until his fingers finally hit something solid.
Eddie’s shoulder.
“Hey.” Buck’s voice drops, breath trembling. “We’re not there yet. You hear me?”
His hand tightens.
“You’re not there.”
A promise more than reassurance.
“You’re gonna tell Christopher whatever you wanna tell him – yourself – after I get you out.”
The silence that follows lands thick, like the air itself has gone still. Eddie’s gaze stays fixed forward, eyes glimmering faintly in the dust-choked light.
Somewhere above them, metal groans.
Buck keeps his hand where it is, the only steady thing left in a world that’s still trying to bury them.
Everything they’ve buried between them begins to surface.
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- Part 1 of buddie nde fest
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Prompt Fill: Buddie Month January 2025: Midnight & 9-1-1 Bingo: Round 4 - Waking Up From A Coma
Things don't go exactly as planned when Eddie gets to Texas. He has a Near Death Experience about it on the way to pick Chris up from school.
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Helena and Ramon refuse to tell Buck or anyone from the 118 that Eddie has been placed in a medically induced coma after a car accident. For the first time, Chris begins to see through his grandmothers lies.
Through a school project about PTSD Chris learns a lot about himself, Buck, and his father.
Buck gets a call at midnight from a very upset Chris. He catches the first flight into El Paso he can find.
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To Open Up My Arms (And Give It All To You) by eddiebodywansum (butdaddyilovehim)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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“I can be your partner,” Eddie offers.
Now it’s Buck’s turn to say, “What?”
“If you want,” Eddie adds, shrugging—all casual like he’s not suggesting getting on a kink app for Buck and bearing the responsibility of being in charge of someone like that. “I mean, like you said, it’s an accountability thing, right? That’s what you want?”
Or, Eddie accidentally finds the Obedience App downloaded on Buck’s phone. He offers to help keep Buck accountable, only, they end up unintentionally stumbling into a 24/7 TPE relationship without even realizing it.
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“He’s not,” Christopher interrupted after he swallowed, his eyebrows furrowed, “that’s not- no. Bucks not my uncle.”
His abuela waved a dismissive hand, “Oh, of course not, I know that. Isn’t that a thing you young ones do? Refer to your parents' close friends as aunts or uncles?”
And here’s the thing, yes. He refers to Hen and Karen as his aunties. He’s never blinked at that. He routinely tells people that he and Denny are basically cousins.
Sure, he even calls Maddie and Chim his aunt and uncle without a second thought, but that’s because - well, that’s because..
“He’s not my uncle,” Christopher repeated, “He’s my other dad.”
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OR Five times Christopher Diaz sets the record straight on who Buck is to him and the one time he makes sure Buck knows it too.
(and a buddie confession just for funsies)
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Eddie Diaz always thought he just had a low sex drive. Sex and the desire to touch his partner was just never really a big part of him or his relationships until… Buck.
A switch had flipped in his brain and suddenly sex was always on his mind. :3Buck discovers Eddie’s new love language being physical touch and sometimes those touches get steamy very quickly. :3
And soon, the 118 became the victims of seeing too much PTA between the two men. :3
Smut, love, family, touching, fucking <3
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It all started when there were no more chairs at one of the 118's get-togethers at a bar. Buck had nowhere to sit but Eddie suggested for Buck to sit in his lap.
Ever since that night, Buck would find himself sitting in Eddie’s lap whenever he could. At the station, at home, wherever. :3
But they’re just best friends.
No sexual feelings are happening.
Right?
Right?!Enjoy :3
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some version of you that I might not have (but I did not lose) by buckmeetsboy
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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Buck’s hands were roughened and slightly reddened across the knuckles, like he’d been chopping wood or working outside without gloves. There was a fading bruise near his wrist, yellow at the edges. His eyes were bloodshot. There was an unevenness to the stubble along his jaw where he’d either stopped caring halfway through shaving or never started. All surface details. None of them what Eddie actually wanted to know.
How bad is it today? How often do you hurt? What happens at three in the morning when the cabin gets too quiet and your head gets too loud. Do you still count the hours since the last pill or has that stopped meaning anything? When you said you needed space, did you mean from everyone or just from seeing what you’ve become reflected back in our faces?
Buck shifted under the weight of the silence. “Say it.”
Eddie frowned. “Say what?”
“What you came all this way to say.”
OR Buck leaves because he thinks he is a burden, Eddie follows.
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Full name: Edmundo Ramon Miguel Diaz
Date of birth: 06/26/1992
Age: 33 years, 10 months“This is wrong,” he mumbled, rereading the words. He cleared his throat, handing back the file. “I’m not 33, I’m 22. The math is wrong, see, I was born in 1992 which makes me 22.”
or Eddie suffers from retrograde amnesia after an accident on the job and naturally comes to the conclusion that he and Buck are in a relationship.. the romantic kind
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He reaches for Buck, their fingers intertwine
And that’s when the whole car lurches.
A violent yank hits his harness as Ravi and Chim’s line system reacts. Buck is ripped backward toward the surface, his hand losing Eddie’s.
“No!”
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“There’s no tension!” Ravi yells. “Cap, there’s nothing on Eddie’s line!”
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After a rescue call leaves Eddie critically injured, Buck finds himself holding together everything Eddie holds dear
Waiting for Eddie to wake up might be the hardest rescue Buck has ever faced.
Featuring Buck vs Eddie's parents in later chapters
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After surviving the hospital stabbing, Eddie struggles with depression and feelings of isolation after realizing no one truly noticed or checked on him when he was trapped alone in the elevator. As he reflects on years of always supporting everyone else while feeling overlooked himself, he begins distancing himself emotionally from the 118. Buck eventually confronts him and is devastated when Eddie finally admits how invisible and alone he has felt for a long time.
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Buck went pale.
“No, seriously.” Eddie looked at him now, hurt bleeding through every word. “How long?”
“How long before you realised I was gone?”
The silence that followed felt suffocating.
Buck opened his mouth once. Closed it again.
And that—
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Buck: send me a photo of yourself
right nowThe response comes within seconds. Buck nearly chokes waiting.
Eddie: Why?
Buck: me and tommy are about to hook up, and i can’t get it up
He feels like he’s dying. What the fuck is he doing? Texting one man while another is lying in his bed waiting for him? He’s going to hell.
Eddie: And you need a photo of me because?
Great question. It’s a really great question. Buck doesn’t want to kill himself at all.
Or; Buck texts Eddie asking for a photo while trying to hook-up with Tommy. Eddie complies. Buck has many revelations.
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Eddie Diaz realizes he’s bisexual at approximately 11:30 PM.
By 9:14 AM the next morning, he has:
- Dumped his girlfriend,
- Proposed marriage to Buck,
_ Emotionally compromised an entire fire engine,
- Held Buck hostage in radiology, and
- Turned a Level 1 Trauma Center into a live studio audience.The thing is, Buck would’ve handled this better if Eddie had:
- NOT proposed marriage in the middle of a gas leak,
- NOT immediately started flirting like a menace,
- NOT weaponized ER paperwork,
- NOT trapped him in a CT room,
- NOT weaponized eye contact,
- NOT somehow become hotter in a hospital gown, and
- NOT had an entire emergency department acting as witnesses.Evan Buckley, is, in a word, doomed.
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Buck, now out as bi, wants to experience some bomb dick after a few disappointing men. In comes Eddie and his knowledge of anatomy. What happens when lady killer Evan Buckley is on the other side of the equation? He gets dickmatised by his boy bestie.
“I have questions about men,” Buck tells his friend.
Well. That’s stating the obvious.
Eddie nods encouragingly. He smiles.
“I know I’ve been with men and women, but…” -
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"Dad?" Christopher’s voice was small, trembling, and terrifyingly close to his ear.
"I'm... here bud. It's okay," Eddie wheezed. He couldn't take a full breath. His ribs felt like a cage that was slowly collapsing. "Are you... okay? Is Jee...?"
"She's crying," Chris sniffled. "It's dark, Dad. I can't see anything. Why is it so dark?"
"The mud... covered the hole," Eddie gritted out. He tasted copper. He’d bitten his tongue when the impact hit. "Just... sit tight. Uncle Chim and Uncle Buck... are coming. Your dads coming Jee Bug"
Or: Eddie is in a natural disaster when looking after Jee and Chris and he does whatever he can to protect them, keeping them safe till the 118 can come and rescue them.Series
- Part 12 of 9-1-1 One Shots
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Buck's plan for the evening is simple: eat calzones with Eddie, pretend he's not in love with his best friend, and absolutely never think about one desperate night he hooked up with Tommy in Eddie's house, and the conversation they had the morning after in Eddie's kitchen while Eddie was in El Paso.
Then Eddie mentions a missed call. And a voicemail. And a text from Tommy asking if Eddie thinks he's "competition."
Before Buck can spiral, Eddie holds out his hand for Buck's phone, finds Tommy's still-blocked number, and calls him back himself. What follows is ten minutes of calm, surgical destruction: Eddie dismantling Tommy's ego, burning every bridge, and saying things like "You call that competition? You were never in the fucking race," and "I left him behind and he was still fucking mine."
Buck's pressed against the corner of the kitchen, half-hard and fully in shock, because they aren't even dating.
Yet.
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“I’m a normal size.”
“No,” Buck says, insistent. “It’s— it’s thick, Eddie. Like— a real handful thick.”
Eddie ducks his head, swallowing hard. “I’m a— grower. By your definition. It gets bigger.”
Buck is still staring at him. Eddie does not look back. “Like an inch bigger?”
Grabbing his beer from the table, Eddie takes the last sip, hoping the chill of it will be some kind of cool balm over the flames within. It doesn’t help much. Quietly, he answers, “More.”
Buck gasps, loud and theatrical. “More?”
“Yes. Alright?” Eddie says tightly, his body flushes hotly. “More.”
A long second ticks by.
Abruptly and a little loudly, Buck asks, “Eddie, how big is your cock?”
Or: Buck finds out Eddie is hung. Seriously hung. This is mindblowing information to possess, apparently.
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- Part 17 of ejo + 911