17 Bookmarks by narxe

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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Rui was tired. The looks from his classmates were catching up to him again. He was becoming more and more aware of his tormenters by the day, and was being pushed further into the box of "Weirdo." Rui soon finds himself a few hours from going back to square one mentally. He doesn't want Wonderlands x Showtime to be out of a director, so he designs a robot to be better than him.

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    I love torturing my favorite characters with angst because seriously, what else is there to do?
    TRIGGERING TOPICS YALL, HEED THE TAGS AND PROCEED WITH CAUTION :D

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    20 Apr 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    A failed robot (and too much mental baggage) pushes Rui Kamishiro over the Edge, more specifically, off the tightrope of mental stability he was balancing on for the last two years, causing him to seriously spiral.

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    My take on the: 'Its on! Wonder Halloween!' event.
    Heed the tags, and enjoy!

    Thanks :D

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    20 Apr 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    The morning after Rui and Tsukasa's wedding, the director feels.. Wrong. He doesn't want to feel that way, yet he does. How does he cope with his feelings? Will he tell his husband and accept care, or will the star have to pry it out of him before it's too late?

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    Yeah no Rui's not safe even after marriage but he's definitely even more safe than he was at one point so points for improvement I suppose

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    20 Apr 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Akito's final words to Toya were that he never wanted to see him again.

    He only realized after the news of his suicide that he wanted nothing but to see Toya again.

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    16 Apr 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Toya was falling behind. Toya was falling behind the rest of Vivid BAD SQUAD. —And he definitely wasn't the only one who noticed. Akito saw it clearer than day, but Akito had never been great at dealing with his anger.

    After screwing up a very important event to Akito and the others, Toya pushed away the ones who care about him, thinking they didn't want anything to do with him anymore.

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    (Title from HAVEN by Niru Kajitsu)

     

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    16 Apr 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 32

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    Tsukasa feels sick to his stomach, although not from a stomach ache.
    He’s felt it since he was young, but only now has it reached its peak.
    It's unbearable, but he’s found a cure.
    Unfortunately it’s not a cure that will make you feel better for most,
    But to Tsukasa it’s the only thing that will help.

    But his friends try to take it away, after finding out one proformance…

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    16 Apr 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 5

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    14 Feb 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 86

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    Kamishiro Rui was a genius director and professional overthinker.
    Sometimes, as he admired his friends (and boyfriend!) he believed he was dreaming.
    Quite some time had passed since middle school. He was okay, and he was loved.
    But being okay wasn't an asbolute thing.
    Old memories popped into his mind.
    He had friends. He had a boyfriend. A therapist He wasn't alone.
    The memories were just memories.
    ...But were they?

    Or: Rui has depression. He gets (more) therapy. He gets better.
    (Title is from A Million Dreams from The Greatest Showman)

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    10 Feb 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    Touya blinked in confusion. The man saw this, and sighed irritably. “Well? Pick them up bitch.” The word was spat out with venom and mocking amusement, which made Touya wince back a bit. He was used to the streets of Vivid Street. He was familiar with the other people who’d wander and sing.

     

    And they were nothing like this.

     

    Touya sighed. He just wanted to get this over with, so he stepped around the man to pick up his keys.

     

    And that was the biggest mistake he’d ever make.

    Edited on 7/1/26

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    10 Feb 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    The figure flicks the lights on, and it almost blinds Akito as he blinks a couple times, brows furrowed.

    “Akito?”

    His eyes adjust to the tall, two-toned hair boy standing in the entrance. He calms down for a second, It's just Toya, but his eyes dart back to his wrist which looks like a murder scene and suddenly, Fuck, it's Toya.

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    After messing up at another event, Akito ends up self-harming in the middle of the night. Toya finds him and tries to help.

    Title from Numb by Linkin Park, I listened to it a lot while writing this and it kinda fit so...

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    08 Feb 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Alright, alright. What are partners for, eh?”

     

    Another breath from Toya, this time one of relief. Akito keeps talking. “You at home?”

    “N-No, I…” his breath hitches, dizzying, as he properly takes in his location. “Bridge… b-by Kamiyama…”

    “Eh? Why, dude, it’s ten at night.” He pauses, then scoffs, “Aren’t you scared of heights?”

    Toya nods. He remembers he’s on the phone, and breathes a near-silent “uh-huh”.

    “Christ, what are you doing up there?” Another moment passes in silence, and then Toya hears his partner’s breath hitch. “Toya,” he says, voice firmer than before, “what are you doing.”

    He doesn’t respond. He can’t.

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    Desperate for a way out, Toya goes to a bridge, only to find himself too afraid to commit; he calls his partner, and they work through the outcome together.

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    08 Feb 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    Rui Kamishiro thought it would be a simple hangout with Tsukasa at his house, and maybe he'd get to say the feelings he'd been shoving down.

    What he doesn't expect is Tsukasa Tenma's parents to be there, and for some reason convinced he's dating Tsukasa?

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    17 Sep 2025

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  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Akito and Toya had a long night ahead of them.
    The House of Representatives was discussing same-sex marriage, and the couple had chosen to watch the whole debate.
    The most vile comments were said on live TV, and their faith in humanity wavered every minute.
    In the middle of the debate, Akito looked at Toya, eyes filled with so much love.
    No matter the result, the redhead had made his choice.
    Legally or not, he would marry the love of his life.

    Or: Akito and Toya get married. Is it legal, or is it just a party? Who knows?

    Title is from "Trivia Love" by BTS

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    17 Sep 2025

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  14. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Behold! Four-Jackets Fuckhead,” An announces, with all flair of a carnival barker, if a carnival only advertised somewhat vaguely teenager shaped lumps in random parks. Despite her derision, she still manages to sound concerned. “A name given on account of his general fuck-headedness, and his four fucking jackets.”

    “I’m only wearing three, you asshole.” Akito protests. Or at least, that’s what Toya assumes. The words come out so slurred that it’s almost impossible to make out.

    Or; Heatstroke is temporary, drip is forever.

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    27 Aug 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “Wait.” Akito blurts. “Did you give my friends weed brownies?”

    Kaito gasps, affronted. “No!” He cries. “I would never! That’s illegal! You’re kid- well,” he pauses, considering. “Does a SEKAI abide by Japanese law, or are we out of that jurisdiction?”

    Akito stares at him dumbly, and wonders just whose feelings are responsible for making Kaito the way that he is.

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    27 Aug 2025

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  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    There’s an assassination attempt during an embassy meeting for the Federation.

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    27 Aug 2025

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  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    After Emu Otori dies by suicide, Mafuyu Asahina begins secretly visiting the old school stairwell where Emu’s ghost lingers. The two share quiet, painful conversations that reveal their hidden loneliness.
    Now, the rooftop is sealed, but students still whisper about two girls.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    47
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    217

    27 Aug 2025

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