mydreamsofink
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He was on the ice. And then he wasn’t. He was okay. And then he wasn’t.
He was a hockey player, and then he wasn’t.
Ilya retired last season. Following a scare from Ilya, Shane is now also retiring. Ilya blames himself, Shane hates being autistic, and both have to navigate their lives without hockey for the first time.
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Or: a few moments following Shane's retirement from hockey.
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Jaehyun, a struggling single father, falls in love with his co-worker at the music shop.
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Chenle gets discharged from therapy, dyes his hair purple, fails his exams and meets the love of his life all in one summer.
Just not necessarily in that order.
- central themes of eating disorders; please don't read if that will upset you
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Taeyong shuts the door carefully behind him, then lets out a breath.
“You came,” Doyoung whispers. Moonlight falls over his cheeks, makes his eyelashes glitter and his lips shine. Taeyong can’t resist a kiss before he replies.
“Of course,” he says, just as quietly. They laugh, tumbling onto the bed together.A late night and a sleepy morning with dotae <3 featuring fed up nct 127
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- Part 15 of oneshots
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After a conversation with Mark’s parents, Renjun is stuck tutoring Mark. Mark hates it, until he realises he has a crush on Renjun, of all people.
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- Part 14 of oneshots
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Lately, playing hockey wasn't even as much fun as it used to be. Games were always the highlight, but even that, it didn’t feel as good since his team had been falling apart.
And all that because he came out as gay.
He didn’t really fault them for taking some time to accept it, so Shane let them talk. If that helped them digest the news, so be it.
He let them distance themselves from him, let them gossip around to other teams, let them make him the butt of jokes he didn’t understand.Shane didn’t mind, all things considered.
Everything was fine.
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- Part 1 of Everything is fine
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20 Jun 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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23 Apr 2026
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Sensory Overload by ClimbMeLikeaTreeMrBuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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Shane has always just dealt with it —
the tension, the discomfort, the things that don’t quite feel right.When finally, Ilya starts to notice the pattern.
It just takes him a while to realise it all comes back to something as simple as a haircut.
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My theory as to why Shane grows his hair out for The Long Game
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11 Apr 2026
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i'm afraid and relentless in my craving by Little_White_Lie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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Ilya looked at the mannequin and told himself he was thinking about it for Shane. Shane would look pretty in this. That was why Ilya wanted it, because he was picturing Shane’s waist nipped in like that, Shane’s long legs covered in silk. The color would look good on him.
It would look better on Ilya.
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- Part 3 of tell me im in trouble
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28 Mar 2026
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But you can('t) heal somethin' that you never raised by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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"It had been Shane who had suggested the weekend at the cottage. Ilya was in Montreal for a game, and they both had the first December weekend off. Ilya could always fly back to Boston from Ottawa on Sunday night - a tight schedule, but it would be worth the exhaustion.
Ilya had missed Shane. Had missed him enough to easily accept the idea of a weekend at the cottage. It would offer a welcome reprieve from the world, that felt entirely too loud and overwhelming lately. He couldn’t even exactly pinpoint what it was that made everything just a little too much."The weight of everything, past and present, is catching up on Ilya. He tries to push it down until Shane recognises a voice that is not Ilya's and realises why Ilya has been denying himself the comfort of being taken care of, and the ability to be himself. Shane sets out to change that, one soft-spoken reassurance and offer at a time, until Ilya is finally able to let go.
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09 Mar 2026