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    Ilya was used to hazing. He had been subjected to it, he had participated in it, and, as a captain, he had stood guard over the rookies and protected them from anything truly harmful. But if he had been asked, Ilya would have approved of this prank. He would have authorized it, given Cliff and Vicky his seal of approval, perhaps even helped orchestrate it.

    Any other day, Ilya might have been happy to play along.

    But, in perfect dramatic irony, it had not happened any other day. It had happened today. And, cherry on top, of course the rookie had to walk in when Shane was already freaking out about Ilya saying his name.

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    A prank-gone-wrong leads to the Boston Bears finding out about Shane and Ilya’s relationship in 2016. The day Ilya first invited Shane into his house. Right after they say each other’s names for the first time. Fuck his life, honestly.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    When Harris ends up in the hospital because of his heart, Troy acts like Troy and tries to take care of him. But while Troy struggles with the fear of loss, Harris struggles with not being seen as just his sick heart.
    Harris survived, but will their relationship survive too?

    (There will probably be a few medical inaccuracies, and English is not my first language, so please ignore any mistakes.)

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    “I understand –“
    “You don’t. He’s not your kid.”
    The words just slipped out and he can’t take them back, and so Eddie can only watch helplessly as Buck visibly shatters. He makes a small step forward, towards Buck, but stops dead in his tracks when he sees the anger and hurt in the other man’s eyes.

    -- When Buck confronts Eddie about his decision to leave the 118, things go from bad to worse, and Eddie fears that this time a few choice words have ruined everything. Will he be able to fix what's been broken?

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    It's been nearly one and a half years since Buck and Christopher's lives were changed forever in one fateful night. As Buck still tries to cope with the impact of losing Eddie, something happens that turns his world upside down once more.

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    This story is set almost two years from now but is canon-compatible until the end of 5A.

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    16 Jan 2022