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   and most exciting of all; i loved like i thought real people loved. by itwalkshandinhandwithdoubt

   Fandoms: Christian Bible, Christian Bible (New Testament)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Jan 2024

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Jesus Christ & Judas Iscariot (Christianity)
   • Jesus Christ/Judas Iscariot
   • Jesus Christ/Judas Iscariot (Christianity)
   • Jesus Christ
   • Judas Iscariot (Christianity)
   • Suicide
   • so dont read if you dont like that
   • Angst
   • Bittersweet
   • more dramatic writing
   • even MORE song references
   • I'm Going to Hell
   • X2
   • this is tied for the worst thing ive ever done
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • i dont even have an excuse for WHY
   • Canonical Character Death
   • except this time both of them die lols
   • part of series but can be read stand alone
   • no beta we die like jesus and judas lmao
   • canon compliant(-ish) AND divergent(-ish)
   • also prived bc stinky ai 😢😢
   • not cuz i don't want guests to find this. i think its funny lowk

   Summary

   how could he allow one to touch him when they belong to the sediments of the world? the oceans cannot reach the stars, nevertheless the moon with its gravitational and alluring splendor, drawing the brine in for deliverance, but always at a distance.

   how could he indulge in his humanity, sink into that sea of selfish autonomy, when he was to be divine? to do so would terminate his holy sight, and succeedingly in his continued crusade, would it not just be the blind leading the blind? how could he embrace the mortal fallacy in the rawest way, allow the waves to pull him down and drown in it? to truly and exclusively love?

   how could he? how could He?

   or

   Jesus reflects on love and mortal duty. the sea clings to Judas.

   Series

   • Part 2 of we are all ghost stories at the end of the day. (and maybe we should aim to stay that way.)

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