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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    What doesn’t kill you, makes you wish you were dead. Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.

    As if every mark was made with artistic intention. A raging display of self-hatred, and pain- and what better way to express self-hatred than carving out an abstract portrait on the artist himself? A display of destruction in a feeble attempt of fixing himself.

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    12 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 99

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    “You ruined my life!” Jeongin shouted, uncaring of the fact that he was earning himself countless curious looks from strangers. “I gave you my whole world, Hyunjin, and we might have been immature and young, but I loved you with my whole heart and you fucking broke it!”

    Jeongin placed his palms flat against Hyunjin’s chest, wishing he could reach in a crush the heart he had never managed to capture when he had the chance.

    “Innie, please, just listen to me,” Hyunjin begged, his eyes starting to become teary. “I can-”

    “I’m done listening to you, Hyunjin,” Jeongin shook his head. “You’ve had 9 years to talk to me. 9 years where I would have listened and bought every single word you said, but now it’s too fucking late for you to come creeping back to me. We’re done.”

    Or, after several years abroad, Jeongin is convinced he’s healed and done being heartbroken, but when Hyunjin and the friends they used to share comes crashing back in, Jeongin is less than fine about it all.

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    12 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    The young man was gorgeous even while drenched and shuddering like a rainstricken kitty. The snowflakes had entwined themselves in his hair, looking as if stars had been hung in the nightly strands. His eyes were a breathtaking shade of brown, almost akin to the coffee that would brew in the palace kitchen. The mocha hue was warm as a blistering sun ray, yet cozy as a heap of blankets on a stormy dawn. It drew Jeongin in like a missing ship to the savior of a lighthouse.
    Jeongin found himself shedding his cloak for the man and holding it out in offering. Clearly, he wasn’t accustomed to the brisk cold like the other residents of the territory. “You aren’t of Ssolaceblood, are you, stranger?”
    “My name is Hyunjin,” The other, Hyunjin, corrected. He took a wobbly step out to reveal his sandals. Jeongin couldn’t help the gasp that tore from his throat at the sight. “I don’t suppose you could lend me your shoes as well?”

    or, prince jeongin finds a terribly underdressed hyunjin in the middle of a blizzard and decides to warm him up

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    11 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Hyunjin traded the busy city life for remote cabin serenity in the hopes of finding his creative drive renewed, but it didn't work out as he planned. It isn't until a chance encounter with a fox in the woods behind his cabin home that his inspiration returns and his life in general begins to turn on its axis.

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    23 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “Just ask Yang Jeongin to fuck you,” Jisung says.

    Hyunjin frowns, missing the straw in his coffee. It digs on his cheek. “Who?”

    “Campus Casanova,” Minho tells him. He takes advantage of Jisung's position, resting with his head on Minho's lap, and plucks out a strand of grass to tickle his nose with. “I've heard some wild stories.”

    Hyunjin's tired of unsatisfactory, rushed sex with men who are more talk than action. When his friends suggest he asks famous fuckboy Yang Jeongin to give him the night he deserves, he's desperate enough to give it a shot. He quickly learns the rumors got him all wrong, which becomes a bigger problem— the real Jeongin is a danger to his heart, and not because he can break it.

    Because by the way it beats, Hyunjin knows it's a matter of time until it's all his.

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    20 May 2025