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Shane Hollander Doesn't (not to be confused with Can't) Fight by RedDragon11133
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander doesn't fight.
Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.
Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.
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- Part 2 of When We Play Montreal
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,847
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 577
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- 22,845
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- 4,337
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- 162,954
Bookmarked by milliatrix
03 Feb 2026
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Shane ends up in the hospital.
Ilya panics.
David understands feelings.
Yuna adopts another son.
Hayden loses his shit (but then gets it back).
New future is waiting.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,354
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 359
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- 9,550
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- 1,740
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- 94,148
Bookmarked by milliatrix
29 Jan 2026
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It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —
Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.
Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —
And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.
Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.
Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,263
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 359
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- 6,893
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- 1,521
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- 54,809
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03 Oct 2024
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hunters seeking solid ground by Attila
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 May 2020
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“Hanguang-jun,” Wei Wuxian repeats. His heart clenches. He wants—but he’d really meant to have this nightmare stuff down before they met again, so he wouldn’t find himself relying on Lan Wangji’s nearness. He’s not supposed to go back yet. But he’s so tired, and his will crumbles. “Yeah,” he says. “All right. Take me back to Gusu with you.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,633
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 16
- Comments:
- 1,069
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- 22,551
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- 7,201
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- 272,529
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09 Dec 2021
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dream of a funeral; hear of a marriage by defractum
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
01 May 2020
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The news spread around the cultivation world quickly: Hanguang-jun would take whomever was skilled enough to take the Gusu Jade Token from around his neck as his cultivation partner and spouse.
Ten years later, Wei Wuxian is brought back into Mo Xuanyu's body, and he is awfully confused as to why random cultivators keep trying to attack Lan Wangji.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,566
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 24
- Comments:
- 1,082
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- 22,689
- Bookmarks:
- 5,137
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- 231,963
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25 Nov 2021
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The Importance of Being Draco Malfoy by poppyhills
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
20 Jun 2021
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The answer to the age-old question, "What if instead of a scratch on the arm, Buckbeak had stomped on Draco's head instead and caused tragic memory loss?"
It was a truth universally acknowledged that the path to reforming a Slytherin prince never did run smooth.
Hogwarts AU Prisoner of Azkaban.
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- Part 1 of The Importance of Being Draco Malfoy
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,159
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Collections:
- 16
- Comments:
- 846
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- 7,607
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- 1,402
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- 162,605
Bookmarked by milliatrix
28 Aug 2021
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The war was over.
Or at least that’s what the papers said.
They’d been saying it, for months, as if people needed reminding.
Maybe they did.
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In which Harry and Draco both run away from their pasts and conveniently choose to hide in the same tiny American town.
It's super.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 109,767
- Chapters:
- 29/29
- Collections:
- 44
- Comments:
- 4,620
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- 28,448
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Bookmarked by milliatrix
12 Jun 2021
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Rec 1387
Mystery Work
Part of Psalms 11:5
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by milliatrix
12 Jun 2021
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Something Smart to Do by kianspo
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
01 May 2018
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In which Jim finds himself fake-married to his first officer every other month. It's not his fault. Mostly. Dowries and Klingons are involved. Starfleet is decidedly not amused.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,322
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 739
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- 22,050
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- 5,886
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17 Feb 2021
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This Is How You Remind Me by kianspo
Fandoms: Star Trek (2009), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
31 Mar 2011
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Jim invites Spock to his high school reunion for moral support.
- Language:
- English
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- 6,283
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 119
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- 10,247
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- 1,639
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- 106,025
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15 Feb 2021
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Build Me Up Buttercup by Spiderlass
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
16 Apr 2018
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Jim had always sort of known that karma would catch up with him one day. After all the shit he’d pulled, he’d have been more surprised if someone up there didn’t eventually go “welp, that’s long enough” and end his streak of good luck.
He’d expected to make it a little longer than twenty, though.
He also hadn’t expected karma to catch up with him in the form of a three-week-old baby girl with pointy ears.- Language:
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- 176,940
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 256
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- 1,909
- Bookmarks:
- 709
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- 59,107
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14 Feb 2021
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In Which Neil Josten is a PR Nightmare by CoverYourEyes
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Jul 2022
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Eve was not the best person in the world. Sometimes she didn’t hold the elevator open when she saw people rushing to catch it from the other side of the lobby. Cutting the line at Starbucks was a semi-regular action.
But Eve did not deserve to be Neil fucking Josten's publicist.
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Or, the one where Neil does what he wants, picks fights with reporters, discovers Twitter, breaks the internet, and really shouldn't be allowed out of his house.
Andrew does nothing to discourage him.
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- English
- Words:
- 13,864
- Chapters:
- 16/?
- Comments:
- 505
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- 3,806
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- 661
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- 43,467
Bookmarked by milliatrix
19 Dec 2020
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Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?
Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,287
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 219
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- 8,539
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- 2,041
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- 80,226
Bookmarked by milliatrix
17 Dec 2020
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When Nicky and Aaron decide to confront Andrew about his past relationship with Roland, Andrew and Neil take it poorly, and Andrew finds out more than they intended.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,043
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 123
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- 2,919
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- 449
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- 22,964
Bookmarked by milliatrix
17 Dec 2020
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Andrew and Neil were never going to be a normal couple but for some reason this is really hard for people to understand.
Or: five times people questioned Andrew and Neil’s relationship (+1 time they didn’t give them a reason to)
- Language:
- English
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- 17,934
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 159
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- 8,304
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- 1,292
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- 109,787
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16 Dec 2020
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Trust Fall (And Welcoming Arms) by SpangleBangle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Sep 2017
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Life goes on after the Foxes win the championship, and for Andrew and Neil it's uncharted territory with only each other for guides. Maybe it's time to put away some of those hard edges, and learn how to touch more softly, and speak more honestly. And if they falter, they have their family to help them get back on their feet.
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- Part 1 of In Gravity's Thrall
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 84,557
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 1,579
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- 12,566
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- 3,502
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- 321,886
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16 Dec 2020
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12 Dec 2020
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,148
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 16
- Comments:
- 737
- Kudos:
- 19,189
- Bookmarks:
- 5,083
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- 168,997
Bookmarked by milliatrix
11 Dec 2020
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"I appreciate the booze, Jon Snow." He smiles, all crooked and sincere.
Jon would've kissed him then if those fucking bars weren't in the way.
Bookmarked by milliatrix
03 Jul 2019
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Bookmarked by milliatrix
20 Jan 2019