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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    incredibly poignant fic. i can feel the weight of shane’s sadness so vividly it’s like i am reading about myself trapped in his body. heart wrenchingly relatable. anon captures the feeling of grief without grieving anyone, instead greiving the life you could have lived… i desperately hope he gets a good ending :(

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    “My name isn’t actually Rose, you know.” Rose said as if it were obvious, taking a sip from her drink as she watched Shane’s face change - a frown on his lip and a furrow in his brow.

    “No?” Shane asked, head tilting ever so slightly. “Is that - what, a stage name?”

    “Something like that, yeah.” Rose hummed, swirling her wine glass, watching as the red liquid hit against the sides of it.

    “Then what is it?"

    Rose hummed once more, bringing the glass to her lips, but not drinking from it. “It’s Shauna, actually.” She took a sip, swallowing it in one swift motion. “Shipman.”

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    Shane finds out who Rose Landry really is.

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    Since coming back to earth five years ago, Lance has spent Christmas with all the people he loves. This year, Keith is radio silent and it's sending Lance on a spiral he can't control, unearthing things he thought he had locked away forever.

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    “I could teach you how to do this, too!” She’d used that refrain so many times today, it seemed, that it was the first thing her mind reached for when presented with a blank slate. She imagined herself saying, I’ll teach you how to flirt and flounce, how to fix your hair, and how to touch yourself.

    Or: Glinda gets Elphaba off for educational purposes and they both have a lot of feelings about it.

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    literally the title and nothing else

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