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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Shane’s first year playing for Ottawa feels sort of like a dream, more often than not.

    Sure, there are hard parts and learning curves. But as the season comes to a close, and they actually win the fucking Stanley Cup, Shane can’t seem to recall a single fight or issue.

    All he sees is Ilya, ripping off his helmet and hauling him in for a kiss at center ice. It’s everything. It’s amazing.

    It’s afterward that everything falls apart.

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    Or, everything is perfect, until one afternoon in Montreal, Shane is attacked - and then it isn't so perfect anymore.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    There were many reasons this could’ve happened; that it would have happened eventually, no matter if Shane had done everything the way he should’ve. Which he did. It still remained inevitable. The same way his knees buckling down to the tiles was fate. An unfortunate consequence to existing in this body, in his body.

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    It’s Shane Hollander’s first season with the centaurs so of course things are different. He’s nervous, he’s neurodivergent but he’s also got a little something called POTs syndrome. Shane navigates his chronic illness in secret, but he can’t stay hidden for ever. What happens when a major athlete has a flare up? How long can he stay in survival mode?

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    15 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shane Hollander has always thrived on control - in his games, in his routine, even in himself.

    He doesn't mistakes. At least he didn't used to.
    But when small things start to slip, he tells himself its nothing. Just a Fraction Off. Things he can correct if he tries harder.

    Ilya Rozanov notices anyway.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 96

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    When the day finally comes for Shane to face the Montreal Metros he tries very hard not to spiral. The whole team has his back and Ilya is right there, to support Shane and antagonize his husbands former team.
    Except both of them are caught by surprise at just how bad some people in Montreal hate them atm.
    They were just a block away from their hotel when all hell breaks loose.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer, 9:13pm: I choose you. Over hockey. Over everything. It’s always been you. I’m sorry we didn’t have more time together. I’m sorry I was so scared. Whatever happens, please try to be okay. For me. Tell my parents I love them. That I hope I made them proud.
    Я люблю тебя больше всего на свете, Илья. Я выбираю тебя.

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    The Voyageur's plane goes down. Ilya and Shane are left to deal with the repercussions.

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    31 May 2026