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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    03 May 2026

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    What happens when the love of your life has to watch you slowly die? For Ilya Hollander-Rozanov, it’s not a matter of if, but when. And when that time comes, he’s certain the last thing he wants is for Shane to believe that he left him behind. That he didn’t do everything he could to wait for him.
    What happens when the love of your life fades away? For Shane Hollander-Rozanov, there’s really only one choice: to understand that Ilya is going a place he can’t follow, but deciding to follow anyway.
    Because for both of them, even the circumstance of death is not enough to keep them apart.

    OR Ilya dies of dementia and Shane decides that he's going with him. They get to spend their afterlife at the cottage forever.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Ilya holds Amber in his arms and looks seriously into her tiny eyes. She giggles appreciatively at him. At the end of the hall, he can see Pike trying not to let his dismay show. Ilya enjoys holding the baby nearly as much as he enjoys the discomfort building on Pike’s face as he watches them.

    She hasn’t managed words quite yet, but they’re close. “Ro za nov,” he says, trying to get Amber to repeat it back. She is a happy baby, born to a perfect family. He hopes her whole life will be as happy and boring as this.

    Ilya and Shane babysit the Pike kids for New Year's.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Rozanov is looking at him intensely, mouth pursed in a smirk, eyes alight. “You eat dinner?”

    “What?”

    “Dinner,” Rozanov says, “Is meal you eat in evening. You have it?”

    “You’re asking me if I eat dinner?”

    Rozanov tilts his head. “My English is not so bad, I think.”

    “No, it isn’t,” Shane says, although he’s still confused by Rozanov’s question. After a beat, where all he can focus on is Rozanov’s thick eyebrows, Shane confirms: “Yes, of course I eat dinner.”

    “Good. Me too.” Rozanov is still smirking. Shane’s starting to think it might be his default expression. “We have that in common: playing hockey and eating dinner.”

    Or: five times Ilya Rozanov tried to ask out Shane Hollander, and the one time he succeeded.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “You won’t say anything?” Ilya asked again.
    Andrei unbuckled his seatbelt. “No, Ilya, I will not say anything.”

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    Ilya’s estranged brother, Andrei, arrives unannounced.

    Something breaks.

    As Ilya unravels, Shane does everything he can to keep him from falling apart.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Obsessed