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    Shane picks up on the third ring.

    “What?”

    Ilya closes his eyes, humiliation twisting his gut. Still, though, it’s nice to hear his voice. His shoulders sag a little. “Hollander?”

    “I don’t–” Shane sighs, long and heavy. “Why are you calling?”

    Why is he calling? Ilya couldn’t answer. Not in any way that makes sense, anyway.

    Voice wobbling, Ilya says, “I am sorry.” He inhales, breath hitching horribly. “Was mistake.”

    On the other line, Shane goes quiet. Then, shuffling around, he says, “What’s going on, Rozanov?”

    Or: Ilya calls Shane in the middle of the night, and against his better judgment, Shane comes to find him.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “Can we start over?” Frank asks suddenly. “Like this whole weekend, yesterday, fuck, I don’t know everything?”

    “Everything?”

    “I miss my friend,” he tells Mel sadly. Her shoulders slump. “I miss you.”

    or: frank and mel attend a medical conference together after avoiding each other for months. mel has feelings for him, frank doesn’t have feelings for her. he does.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “I’m glad you’re here.” It slips out of him, small and honest and trembling at the edges. Ilya doesn’t tease him, doesn’t deflect. He just steps closer, slow like he’s approaching something fragile, and crouches in front of Shane’s chair so they’re eye level.

    “Me too,” he says, voice low and steady in a way it absolutely is not inside him. Then his mouth twitches and he reaches out to take Shane’s hand. “But also like. . . terrifying, yes?”

    Shane lets out a breath that’s half laugh, half sob. “Yes. Very yes.”

    (ie. shane and ilya have a baby. all fluff, just love)

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    30 Jan 2026