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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    A post retirement hollanov weight gain fic. Nothing crazy but definitely a kink fic. Don't like don't read.

    "“I think I got a bit fat, Hollander.” Ilya grinned, waggling his eyebrows playfully.

    Shane was winded now.

    “Not fat, Ilya. Just, um, some retirement weight. You’ll work it off. If you want.” He swallowed. Ilya’s smile grew.

    “I don’t think you want.” He was starting to giggle now. Genuinely giggle. “No, Hollander, I think you like that I am a bit bigger now.”

    He turned toward Shane and began to close the distance between them.

    “Do you like it, Shane?” There was an air of caution in his voice, letting Shane know he could tell him the truth. If this was too weird, Shane could tell him and he would stop.

    “Yes.”"

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    21 Jun 2026

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    That information, in and of itself, was enough to rock at least the hockey world. There had never been a publicly out player before, and Shane Hollander, straight-laced, always controlled, golden boy, would not be anyone's first guess as the resident queer player.

    But it got so much worse. It was clear Shane had ended things with Derek, if only because of the level of vitriol in the article. It talked about them meeting. About secret dates. About Shane refusing to come out of the closet, causing Derek "extreme emotional damage."

    And then it talked about the sex. Not just that Shane liked to be the bottom, but what exactly he liked. Derek accused Shane of being "almost frigid" until they had introduced kink into their relationship. The kink was a BDSM relationship where Shane was very much the sub. Derek maintained he hadn't really been into it (there were more accusations here of the damage this had done, implying that Shane had somehow forced the man into being a Dom).

    Or: When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is one failed exam away from being sent back to Russia, so when Svetlana offers him a cache of old chemistry assignments in exchange for going on a blind double-date, he takes the deal.

    He expects it to be agonizing. He doesn't expect Shane, a shy hockey player who is so sweet, earnest, and infuriatingly cute that Ilya is ready to throw his "no relationships" rule completely out the window.

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    20 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane Hollander is a beta. He's always been a beta. At 25 years old, he is well past presentation. And yet suddenly he's presenting as an omega in the middle of a Metros Raiders game and going into his first ever heat.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    What was supposed to be a hookup turns into Shane’s worst mistake when he encounters an insane alpha.

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    14 Jun 2026