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In a world where emotions don’t exist, Seonghwa thrives. He’s top of his class at Prestige Academy, destined to become great. When he’s one of the students taken by the Black Pirates, everything begins to unravel: his life, his beliefs, his own body, and the chip behind his ear that he thought was there to protect them.
He has a decision to make. Leave and return to his old life and forget about everything he heard, or stay with them, and decide whether there is any truth to what their leader, Kim Hongjoong, says.
Or, in a world that actively prohibits feelings, Hongjoong teaches Seonghwa what it means to feel everything.
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- Part 1 of tear it down and build it up again
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17 Jun 2026
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Park Seonghwa is a paramedic in the less privileged part of the city. He takes his job very seriously, and he spends most of his time alone. When an ambulance call leads him to a wounded gang leader, he treats the man with kindness and gentle hands despite his reputation. Against his better judgment, he finds himself continually entangled with the gang, and its leader most of all.
Park Seonghwa has always lived by the book. It’s the only way to stay alive.
Kim Hongjoong is the leader of the most notorious gang in the area. He shares his true name with no one, and he never allows others to touch him unless he intends to kill them anyway. The inner circle of his gang is the only exception. But when a certain paramedic takes care of him, Hongjoong chooses to break all of his own rules just to know him.
Kim Hongjoong has always been ruthless. It’s the only way to stay alive.
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- Part 1 of Familia • Securitas • Sanguis
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18 May 2026
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Just like he promised, Hongjoong had his homework ready the next day. It was done perfectly and meticulously. Maybe a little too good for a student of Seonghwa’s caliber, but he’ll take it.
He ruffled Hongjoong’s hair and cooed, “See, that wasn’t so hard, was it?”
Hongjoong simply smiled and nodded back. And so he became the perfect pet.
(Or, Fuckboy Seonghwa gets violently humbled when he targets ‘nerd’ Hongjoong)
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24 Apr 2026
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Park Seonghwa has three rules he lives by that have kept his life as easy as it can be as a single parent of two:
1: The kids come first.
2: The apartment stays clean… Always.
3: No dating. No exceptions.Kim Hongjoong has his own set of rules for himself and his sons:
1: There are no rules.
When Hongjoong moves in next door he challenges every aspect of Seonghwa’s parenting style. His life quickly becomes filled with sticky fingers, unpredictable bedtimes and McDonald’s for dinner. And with Hongjoong’s guidance, Seonghwa starts to realize that maybe the rules are meant to be broken… At least under certain circumstances.
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- Part 1 of Become So Numb
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30 Mar 2026
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Seongjoong Arranged Marriage AU.
When his mate of almost ten years divorces him due to his infertility, Park Seonghwa finds himself back at his family home in utter disgrace. To prevent his family from being bankrupted by returning his dowry, Seonghwa must at all costs find a new match.
But he is no longer considered young and the years of abuse at his mate's hands have worn away at his charm and beauty that was once the talk of the city.A match seems impossible.
Enter Kim Hongjoong, a newly aristocratic alpha with many sordid rumours surrounding the origin of his wealth. Some call him a conman turned businessman, others give him the benefit of the doubt and assume that he inherited his fortune from a distant relative. He is willing to pay a hefty sum for Seonghwa's dowry, however, and Seonghwa has no choice but to accept.
Will the Kim pack be even worse than what Seonghwa suffered before, or does he dare to hope that he will finally find a home?
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- Part 1 of the more you give
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14 Jul 2025