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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Guilt is the only emotion Fuma can discern from the whirlwind of confusion spinning around inside his head. It’s a nauseating feeling, one that he wishes he could get rid of. He finds it hard to focus at all, unable to meet Yudai’s gaze as he drags his fingertips down his stomach.

    Yudai makes a pleasant sound, an airy exhale that would calm Fuma down in any other context. Fuma’s stomach drops even further, and the intensity of the heat scares him. It isn’t supposed to feel like this, right? Is Fuma supposed to feel like he’s going to die, like his heart might stop and the world might end?

    More than anything, Fuma is terrified of letting Yudai down.

    Fuma is never going to have sex with Yudai.

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    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Fuma took his job of protecting his little brother very seriously. Taki remained his cheerful, innocent, lucky self because everyone and everything had to go through Fuma’s wrath first. That is, everyone except his best friend, Kei.

    “I just…I don’t have any experience with, like, dating, or…doing anything. I don’t wanna embarrass myself, you know?”

    Taki’s entire face heated. He was sure Kei could see his ears turning red. Stop. Talking. Please. Fuck his whole plan of coming back cooler, more confident, and more desirable– who needed a plan when he could just admit to Kei that he was a huge loser virgin. Taki wanted to disappear. He wanted to curl into Kei’s side and never come out again.

    Then, he felt Kei’s large, warm hand land on his trembling knee. And it slid, up, up, up. Until Taki’s breath hitched, and stopped. Then, it dipped in, in between Taki’s clenched thighs, and squeezed. Taki gasped. He was shaking. He was panting. Somehow, Kei was the only thing holding him together, even as he broke Taki apart. He could feel Kei’s breath fan his cheek as he spoke.

    “Do you want me to teach you?”

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    ktaki older brother's best friend!au

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Nicholas has spent years perfecting the role of the protective elder, masking a burning, silent fixation behind a brotherly lens. But slowly the boundaries of their relationship begin to melt under the heat of Taki’s growing maturity.

    ​Taki isn't as naive as everyone thinks.When a long buried feeling turns into a desperate gamble,he asks for a lesson he thinks he can handle.

    Between the clinical gentleness of the past and the raw, demanding hunger of the present, Taki is about to learn exactly how thin the line is between protection and possession.

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    Nicholas would be the rude, broody bully and Euijoo would be the sweet, angelic non-confrontational sweetheart, and their friends would laugh and mediate and roll their eyes. The two of them would play their parts when there were eyes around, friends to cater towards. But when the night lingered, when substance and exhaustion caught up to them, Nicholas would feel that familiar, irresistible pull to Euijoo like they were magnets on an open board.

    Euijoo put up with all his shit, all the degrading comments, all the nasty sideglances, because he knew what waited for him when the doors closed.

    And then, somewhere around the fifth, sixth time, they stopped pretending it was only a matter of coincidence.

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    [toxic] Fuckbuddies!Nichojoo au.

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    28 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Nicholas had to stick to Euijoo’s side like fresh gum, had to dig his elbow into his soft ribs, had to shove his hips against him and fight for the ball.

    It was part of the game.

    And every time he did it, Nicholas reveled in the annoyed flair of Euijoo’s nostrils, his soft, annoyed grunts, the tense in his muscles. Holding back. Schooling his emotions. Break, Nicholas thought, grabbing a fistful of Euijoo’s shorts and holding it to his hip like a petulant middle schooler. C’mon. His lip curled as Euijoo looked stonily ahead, one singular traitorous vein popping in his neck. Break.

    No matter what, Euijoo seemed determined to stay standing.

    So naturally, Nicholas kept pushing.

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    Toxic!NichoJoo basketball au.

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    23 Apr 2026