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    Shane thinks he knows everything about his boyfriend.

     

    He knows Ilya is insufferable after scoring, and handsy when he’s drunk.

     

    What Shane doesn’t know is how Ilya acts when he’s high. Until he finds out at Wyatt’s party.

     

    OR: Weed turns Ilya into a whiny, pathetic mess and Shane likes it too much, and does something about it.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    After a long day of dealing with the weight of the world and a naughty husband, Shane can’t wait to remind a certain Ilya Rozanov that actions have consequences.
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    The mere image of his teammates watching Ilya down on his knees whining and slobbering like a bitch in heat was enough to send a punching moan from his chest. "Please sir, please" He whines through gritted teeth, accent thick and gruff. He stares up at Shane the best he could with the tight grip in his hair, giving him his doe eyes. Shane lets out a deep grumbling hum "you're so pathetic, a pathetic mutt. I bring you into MY house, I let you sleep in bed with me most nights, let you fuck me and you turn around and act like a spoiled princess. After everything I do for you, you still have the nerve to beg for more as if you deserve any of it." It hits like another strike to his jaw, but Ilya positively loves when Shane demeans him like this. It is so jarring and humiliating, it feels like a firework has been set off inside him, burning his abdomen and chest. All his braincells frying up.

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    29 May 2026

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    “What did she look like?” asked Hollander.

    “She was brunette,” said Ilya. Marleau’s eyes trailed along the hard lines of his traps, past the glint of his crucifix, the swells of his pectorals, towards the trail of hair disappearing into his shorts. They landed on the thickening outline of his cock. “Pretty little thing, with freckles. Big, brown dumb eyes, begging to be made to cry.”

    Hollander’s breath hitched. Marleau realized, perhaps belatedly, that this was a game in which truth was incidental.

    In 2014, Ilya and Marleau went to Paris on a girl to celebrate the Stanley Cup win. Ten years later, on a balmy evening spent in the Hollander-Rozanov Ottawa home, Marleau reminisces and, courtesy of Shane and Ilya, re-enacts.

    It’s just a game of play pretend.

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    26 May 2026

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    Shane hated clubs. Anyone who had spent any amount of time with him knew that he absolutely hated clubs. But it was Wyatt Hayes’s birthday, so Shane was sitting on a lumpy velvet couch surrounded by a majority of the Ottawa Centaurs players in a fucking strip club of all places. He glanced to his left to see Wyatt with his wife, Lisa, who was perched on his lap, both intensely watching the woman on stage peel her clothes off piece by piece to a low, thrumming beat. A blush crept up his cheeks as he followed their eyeline.

    Or: The Centaurs venture out to a strip club for Wyatt's birthday, and Shane makes some very bad choices. When he wakes up in the morning, Shane is left hungover, ashamed, emotionally raw, and desperate to get the punishment he knows he's due out of the way.

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    26 May 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

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    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

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    26 May 2026