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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Chuuya Nakahara claims birthdays are meaningless.
    Osamu Dazai claims to agree.
    Then Chuuya wakes to silence, no message, no call, no insult, no sign of the man who has never once forgotten the date.
    By nightfall, he will understand that Dazai’s silence was never neglect.
    It was preparation

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    28 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    "What's your name?"

    "Hm?" The other boy looked Chuuya up and down for a moment, the smile on his lips teasing. "Oh? Trying to get to know me?"

    Chuuya glared back. "Don't be a jackass, it's called manners."

    "We're both going to die soon anyway, what's the point in manners?" Chuuya flinched at the cold tone of his voice, but that just caused the other's smile to grow. "Scared of death, huh?"

    "Who isn't?"

    The other boy shrugged. "I've been chasing it for a long time."

    Waking up in a serial killer's basement wasn't what Chuuya had meant to experience when he ran across the country. But now he's trapped there with the most insufferable guy he's ever met. How are they meant to get out of this? And what are they going to do when they escape?

    [or; two teenagers get kidnapped, escape, set a fire, take a trip, and find a family, in that order]

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    24 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 14

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    Paris is a city for dreamers, or so Dazai Osamu believes when he steps onto its rain-polished streets. A British law student with his head full of novels and foolish ideals, he isn’t here just for a degree—he’s here to fall in love.

    Across the Seine, Chuuya Nakahara is grounded in reality. He spends his days balancing silver trays and biting back sharp words in a high-end restaurant, every tip pushing him closer to a life free from his older brother’s control. Romance is a luxury he refuses to afford.

    But fate doesn’t care for plans. It arrives wearing a crooked smile and a British accent. And no matter how hard Chuuya tries to keep his distance, he finds himself drawn into Dazai’s orbit—unwillingly, unexpectedly, irrevocably.

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    13 Jan 2026

  4. Rec *

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    “Awassat?” Chuuya groans, twisting in his sleep with a grimace on his face. His eyelashes flutter slightly. “D’zai, can't you let me sleep in a li’l longer…”

    “Ok,” Dazai says, nodding his head agreeably. “But it's snowed and I think it's completely trapped us in the cabin.”

    Chuuya freezes, and then his eyelids fly open.

    “If you're joking,” he says, extremely slowly, stressing each syllable and looking Dazai dead in the face. “I'm going to break each and every one of your limbs with hammers and leave you on the floor in the closet.”

    “I mean it,” Dazai replies gravely. It's a rare occurrence, to wake Chuuya up for something other than a prank. “We're actually, genuinely stuck inside.”
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    A plan to cheer Chuuya up near the anniversary of his friends deaths goes wrong when the two of them get trapped in a cabin with no way to call for help. Dazai will have to improvise if he wants to get out of here without one of them killing the other, but he might get more than he bargained for.

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    27 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    Dazai was his partner, his lover, his damn other half, and screw anyone who thought he was being too corny. It wasn’t him who’d called them “indelibly fated” in a prison in ruins. And yet, no matter how fated they were—sometimes a tragedy, sometimes a salvation—he still wasn’t sure Dazai felt the same way.

    Or skk being vulnerable in the safety of their home.

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    26 Oct 2025