20 Bookmarks by lichtrain
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Jim the (Not-So) Virgin by yaoichan12
Fandom Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
11 Aug 2016
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- 174,922
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 569
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08 Jul 2026
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THE SUM OF BOTH OF US by spicyshimmy
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
06 Oct 2013
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Jim Kirk is nine when a massacre on Tarsus IV leaves him without a family and without a home. Spock is twelve when a strange boy in the desert saves his sehlat. Families aren't born; they're made. The look in mother’s eyes at his correction remained a mystery long after the colors of the night sky and the complex patterns of distant nebulae had become translatable by means of distinct and relatively straightforward equations.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 207,623
- Chapters:
- 43/43
- Comments:
- 1,796
- Kudos:
- 6,592
- Bookmarks:
- 2,369
- Hits:
- 227,437
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06 Jul 2026
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Spock and Jim both have their doors. Jim wants his to be open. Spock wants his to be closed.
An alternative STID thing. With more literature. And esoteric faffing. And sex.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 77,118
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 620
- Kudos:
- 3,239
- Bookmarks:
- 1,311
- Hits:
- 107,938
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27 May 2026
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Take Refuge in What You Know by CorpusInvictus
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
10 Mar 2013
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Written for the Star Trek XI Kink Meme prompt: "AU - Kirk has moved into a apartment/house and wants to get to know his neighbors. He meets his neighbor Spock, a loner who suffers from extreme agoraphobia. Kirk thinks he's beautiful enigma."
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Strawberries & Cigarettes (They Always Taste Like You) by Keullala
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Troy’s grin turned sharp and mischievous. “Alright then,” he spoke up. “New bet.”
“No.” Ilya groaned. “Why is everything always a bet?”
“Because you hate losing,” Wyatt answered as if it was obvious.
Troy clapped his hands together. “Okay, so,” he started, his eyes gleaming. “Rozanov has to get Shane Hollander to fall in love with him.”
Ilya stared at him, his brain’s processing lagging half a second behind. “You think you are jokester, yes? You are joking.”
or, in which hockey captain Ilya Rozanov drunkenly agrees to a bet to make the nerdy Shane Hollander fall in love with him
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,317
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 749
- Kudos:
- 6,994
- Bookmarks:
- 2,185
- Hits:
- 142,216
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26 Feb 2026
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Into the Abyss by SometimesyougettheBear
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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“We aren’t this thing you want us to be to each other. We’re not lovers. We’re not some soul crossed whatever this is? I thought you agreed to help me, not collar me. I don’t want any of this. I don’t want to be a bonded sub.”
When Shane rejects Ilya, he sets into motion a series of events that even he cannot predict. With those words Shane abandoned his Dom, into nothingness, into freefall, into the abyss.
He will remember those words. And regret them for the rest of his life.
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14 Feb 2026
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
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- English
- Words:
- 7,196
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,615
- Kudos:
- 53,533
- Bookmarks:
- 10,966
- Hits:
- 361,560
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03 Feb 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 180,137
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Collections:
- 17
- Comments:
- 21,360
- Kudos:
- 46,386
- Bookmarks:
- 16,991
- Hits:
- 1,998,144
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26 Jan 2026
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all eyes on you by lanallite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.
At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.
But now, the public reaction is a little… much.
or: Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,826
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 380
- Kudos:
- 24,959
- Bookmarks:
- 4,665
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- 238,842
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24 Jan 2026
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,607
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 736
- Kudos:
- 24,519
- Bookmarks:
- 6,256
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- 276,681
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18 Jan 2026
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tucked beneath my muscle memory was you by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?
Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.
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After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.
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- Part 1 of mutual instincts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,067
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 738
- Kudos:
- 27,337
- Bookmarks:
- 5,632
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- 472,375
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17 Jan 2026
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as high as i might (i can't get that high) by residentrookie for static_radio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Hayden cuts himself off at the sound of something he hears so rarely, he’s almost sure he’s imagining it. He scans the room, looking for the source, and sure enough, his eyes land on his target.
There, nestled in between two of his teammates on the couch, is Shane Hollander.
Laughing. Out loud. Audibly.
Like, he’s actually fucking laughing, not the fake laughs he forces out to make other people more comfortable. In fact, he’s laughing so hard, he looks like he might cry, and Hayden would be delighted by the sight of it if he weren’t so fucking concerned. Shane Hollander doesn’t laugh at parties. Shane Hollander barely laughs when he’s actually happy, and he’s never happy at parties. So what gives?
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Shane Hollander accidentally gets very high. That's it, that's the fic.
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- Part 1 of high on loving you
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,673
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 806
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- 20,795
- Bookmarks:
- 4,070
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- 165,295
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10 Jan 2026
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Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”
“It is,” Ilya said.
His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.
“You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”
Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.
Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,202
- Chapters:
- 9/10
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 941
- Kudos:
- 7,607
- Bookmarks:
- 2,431
- Hits:
- 235,687
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06 Jan 2026
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Drop by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Dec 2025
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June 2014, Las Vegas
Post the Las Vegas Scene, sub!Shane drops hard and Dom!Ilya races to save him.
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From Jane: We didn't even kiss
Shane didn't mean to send the text. He was so dizzy and cold and unsteady after leaving Ilya's room, he didn't even remember if he HAD sent the text. His fingers were too numb to undo his shirt buttons, he felt like the floor was dropping out from beneath him, he was nauseous and exhausted and didn't know why he couldn't stop shaking, why couldn't he stop shaking...?
From Jane: ww dnt v ks
The text came through as gibberish, and “Fuck.” Ilya threw his clothes back on and ran to get to Shane's hotel room. He'd been too far in his head to pay attention to Shane being quiet and shivering after they were done. Shane had stumbled getting out of bed, bumped into furniture, struggled with the door and Ilya had heard it but he'd been too much of a coward to get out of bed and check and now his submissive was sending gibberish texts and that wasn't good.
“Sorry sorry sorry.” Ilya muttered as he ran. “I’m coming. I’m coming, hold on.”
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,117
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 230
- Kudos:
- 17,068
- Bookmarks:
- 2,913
- Hits:
- 209,036
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28 Dec 2025
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,185
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 53
- Comments:
- 3,254
- Kudos:
- 62,015
- Bookmarks:
- 13,423
- Hits:
- 609,035
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23 Dec 2025
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The Season Ender by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 May 2026
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Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”
Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”
“Both.”
“Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"
(formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 87,162
- Chapters:
- 26/31
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,369
- Kudos:
- 13,860
- Bookmarks:
- 3,776
- Hits:
- 556,594
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23 Dec 2025
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On the Brink of Forever by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.
Wait, what?
At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.
Shane wishes he’d died, too.
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- Part 1 of your name, forever the name on my lips
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,740
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 13
- Comments:
- 1,567
- Kudos:
- 12,274
- Bookmarks:
- 3,573
- Hits:
- 222,775
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22 Dec 2025
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we are all meant for softer things (even, especially, you) by the_wicked_child
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
21 Feb 2019
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Wade is contracted to kill Spider-man, but after some surveillance he decides the hero is just too chill to kill. Too sweet to defeat. Too squish to extinguish. Too golden boy to destroy. (Etcetera.)
Somehow, instead of blowing up in his face, it avalanches into a tentative friendship filled with crime-fighting, Netflix bingeing, top notch take-out, city-saving, shenanigans, weird alien symbiotes, and personal growth.
Which is pretty much when Wade knows he’s fucked. But like, maybe in the good way, for once?
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- Part 1 of we are soft
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 40,392
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 882
- Kudos:
- 8,892
- Bookmarks:
- 1,862
- Hits:
- 125,680
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29 Jan 2023
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Graves is the god of the Undeworld and Credence is the boy he falls madly in love with.
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02 Feb 2017
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A Warning by whileyoustillcan (eclectillector)
Fandoms: Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them (Movies)
27 Dec 2016
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He was such a sinful wretch. Greedy, gluttonous, lustful, proud... What would Mary Lou say if she could see him now?
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02 Feb 2017