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    “Baby.” Shane drew back a little. Ilya had to fight back to the groan at the sudden absence of his mouth on his neck, the heat of his tongue now gone. “You can tell me.” There was a little furrow between his brows as he stared at Ilya, eyes searching his face.

    “It’s just…I’ve been thinking about it.”

    There. It was out. He said it.

    “What about it?”

    Shane planted a wet kiss on Ilya’s jaw, sucking at the skin a little there. Ilya’s hands twitched on Shane’s waist. “I want…I think maybe I want to…try it?”

    A moan fell from Shane’s lips right as Ilya spoke, just as he finally kissed Ilya on the mouth. His hands tightened in Ilya’s curls, tugging so sharply that it almost hurt. The pinpricks twisted into pleasure, pleasure that joined the heat in Ilya’s veins. “Fuck,” he whispered under his breath.

    “Really, baby?” Shane said, his tongue darting into Ilya’s mouth, running over his bottom lip. “You want to try?”

    “Yes, but…” Ilya felt that deep, dark part of him rise as he fought to get the next words out. He swallowed, inhaled. “I think maybe I am a little scared.”

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    ilya tries and fails not to want to bottom for shane. shane grants him his wish.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know how to grocery shop for two. He doesn’t know how to do any of this, really. He’s keenly aware that this was the longest stretch of time he’d be spending alone with Ilya, with any one person ever, outside of his parents.

    In a way, it feels like playing house, unpacking the groceries and setting out a set of towels and washcloths for him. It is playing house. This is what it might feel like, to be able to have him all the time. The thought feels impossible to contemplate, terrifying to dwell on for longer than a minute or two at a time.

    on finally getting to know your situationship of 10 years

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Yuna and Ilya might not be close yet, but she certainly isn’t going to abandon him in some random Ottawa hotel room when he’s sick. And Ilya's powerless against these Hollanders — their earnest kindness, and their insistence on caring about him as though he deserves it.

    Or: Yuna + Ilya's mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    What if David and Yuna had both gone to the cottage to retrieve that phone charger? What if they crept in very quietly (because silent meditation retreat) and found their son fast asleep on the couch, snuggled up with his arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
    What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
    Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
    Now David must process three shocking truths:
     his son is gay,
     Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
     and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.

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    15 Jun 2026