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Go back to the beginning of the Gentleman Doctors series to see how it all began. B. J., coming out in 50s San Francisco; Hawkeye, struggling with his dad in Maine. And the two of them at disconnect with each other. How to connect to your best friend and say, I'm lonely too when you're too confused to even put the words in a letter?
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29 Jun 2026
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"Once upon a time, I tried to find you in a dream."
_____Or, the story of how Hawkeye and BJ met again, told a few different times.
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26 Jun 2026
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Suddenly he felt panicked and crazy. Dreams weren’t like this. Dreams didn’t rake the hot coals of the past so aggressively. Nostalgia, fantasy, booze tinted glasses were one thing, but this was another.
“It feels so real, Hawk,” BJ mumbled.
“BJ?” Hawkeye said. BJ could see him lift his head. His hair stood up, making a funny shadow on the wall. “Did you say something? Are you dreaming?”
“I can’t tell. This feels just like the day we met,” BJ said.
“The day we—oh,” Hawkeye’s voice got thin and vulnerable. “Oh, BJ, it’s all going to be okay. Trust me. You know me, don’t you? You know I wouldn’t lie?”
(BJ and Hawkeye get stuck in a time loop.)
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23 Jun 2026
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B.J. has lost everything. His job, his marriage, and (for now, at least), access to his child.
Hawkeye's determined to prove that there's at least someone B.J. will never lose.
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21 Jun 2026
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Erin Hunnicutt spends the summer in Seattle with her dad and the old war buddies she didn't know he had.
“My mom said we met when I was younger,” Erin said. She was still holding her green bag, standing stiffly in the middle of the living room. “Have you and my dad been friends for a long time?”
“Let’s see…we met in ‘52 That’d be 15 years now. I guess when you put it like that it just makes me sound old,” Hawkeye said.
Erin didn’t think he looked any older than her father. She’d always thought her father looked old, that there were lines in his face that weren’t in the faces of her friends’ fathers. She’d seen photos of him just before she was born. He looked young in those pictures. There was a childlike quality to his smile.
“You met my dad during the war,” Erin said.
Hawkeye smiled at her, and then tilted his head to one side, curiously. “He really didn’t tell you a thing about me, did he?” he said.
“My dad doesn’t tell me anything,” Erin said.
Hawkeye rolled his eyes. “Well, that makes two of us,” he said. “Your dad, I mean, not my dad. My dad calls me to tell me what he had for lunch.”
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- Part 1 of both sides now (extended universe)
Bookmarked by lavenderseas
11 Jun 2026