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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    some filthy and sweet adventures of fratjo and emoguru! <3

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    07 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    Yuta breathes heavily as nausea swirls in the depths of his abdomen. The sound of his heart pounding beats his eardrums violently. His skull aches like there’s an iron band around it. Panic is rising rapidly, further accentuated by the lines of searing discomfort in the fleshiest part of his upper forearm that sloppily taped gauze can’t suppress.

    There’s a muffled “...ustard leaf…” behind him. He swallows thickly. He can’t imagine the shuddering gasps that emerge every time his chest tenses are any less annoying for those around to hear. He shouldn’t expect to go unnoticed.

    The tap on his upper back makes something in him jolt, but the sickening weight of tingling feet melding into the floor as if it were Theraputty makes him doubt his body is capable of translating it to a visible response. Yuta presses the bases of his palms against his eye sockets to counter the pressure building around his lachrymals again. Teary snot occludes his nose, so he forces a sharp inhale between his teeth. He doesn’t lift his head so much as tilts it vaguely to the left, barely unveiling one bloodshot eye. 

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    Yuta attempts.

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    12 May 2026

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    kahdkejaheidhskdhdkdjf

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Suguru…” Satoru whispered weakly.

    Suguru only pulled him closer.

    “Do you believe in God?” Satoru suddenly asked, his voice barely audible.

    “No,” Suguru answered immediately, tightening his hold around him even more. “I don’t.”

    Satoru let out a shaky breath.

    “I do,” he murmured. “And I think He’s punishing us.”

    His throat tightened painfully.

    “I think God exists, Sugu… and I think He already condemned us to hell.”

    OR

    Love is the most twisted curse of all.

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    12 May 2026

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    actively sobbing

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    After the failure of the merger and the death of Riko, Geto feels the walls closing in.

    As friends pass on and reality feels more and more distant and meaningless, months pass by like seconds and the water only rises up, up, up.

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    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ts peak🔥

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Satoru tries to fight the tears pricking his eyes, mustering up an enthusiastic nod. “It can't be helped, seeing each other every day, roommates and all, you know?” He laughs- smile more, be genuine -holding up his right hand as he pockets his left. “I'll see you two around, I need to catch up on studies, you know? I always knew you two would be perfect!”

    Akira and Suguru laughs, waving goodbye at him as he waves back.

    His eyes burn.

    And it hurts.

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    Satoru has a falling out with his friends and Suguru gets a boyfriend

    (and it ruins Satoru)

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    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    peak i fear