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    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Hayden Pike is still unconvinced that Shane Hollander is not actively being hunted by Ilya Rozanov. Luca Haas just wants to go home and text his beaver. Denny's (and the front seat of Luca's car) will never be the same.

    Or- Ilya and Shane's odd foreplay still have poor Hayden in a frazzle, but now Luca Haas is a witness to this madness as well. Ilya Rozanov will go to great lengths to ensure Shane has the best experience possible while being stalked by a psychopath.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “You are still you, yes?” Ilya repeated. “You are still slow hockey player with pretty freckles, yes?” It was a weak attempt at a joke, so Ilya shook it away and tried again. “You are still Shane, same person, same brain, yes?”

    Shane blinked up at him, thinking. Then, nodding slowly. “Mostly. Yeah. I don’t know about a name or anything yet, but—. Yeah. I’m still me.”

    “Then it does not matter.”
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    A trans Shane Hollander AU

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    04 Feb 2026

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    This was the first time Shane would be meeting the entire Ottawa Centaurs team off the ice, the first time he and Ilya were going out as a couple, the first time they were going out with Yurina. So Shane was desperate to make a good impression, not only as Shane Hollander, but also as Ilya’s partner and Yurina’s parent.

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    The Ottawa centaurs meet Shane and Yurina for the first time, and it's as chaotic and soft as you'd expect it to be.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “I always want to be fucking you,” Ilya continued as he pressed a finger deep into Shane. “It has taken over my brain. My life. When I am not with you, I am thinking of you.” He added another finger easily, pushing deep. “If I could have my way, you would never wear clothes again. You would simply recline on a throne of furs and softness, where I would fuck you at your leisure.”

    Or: Pregnant omega Shane is feeling insecure about his expanding body. Ilya will make him feel better.

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    31 Jan 2026