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Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.
"You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."
Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.
"Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"
"Evan. But most people just call me Buck."
"Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."
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23 Jun 2026
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“How come you’re still awake?” Buck asks, antsy. He pulls at a loose thread inside one pocket with pinched fingers, rapidly picking apart the stitching. Better to unravel that than eight years of friendship all because said friend’s shorts have ridden up agonizingly at the thigh.
“I was waiting for you to get back. You’re kind of early, though.” Eddie’s eyes are tracked to the TV, but they dart over at Buck when he asks, “You strike out with Dixie?”
Which… Buck doesn’t even know where to start. He desperately needs to buy a vowel.
“Huh? Why—what—did I miss a text?”
Eddie, sat cross-legged on top of pearly-white cotton sheets, a vision so soft it’s making Buck dizzy, has the audacity to look puzzled. “Not from me. Why?”
or: Eddie leaves a light on for Buck.
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22 Apr 2026
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"Evan. Listen to me.” Eddie holds Buck’s face between his hands “It was just some man in the school playground. I don't care about him. I didn't even notice he was flirting with me."
"What's his name?"
"Matthew–"
Buck pushes Eddie back and he tumbles, hitting the dining table and catching himself on the table top. Buck’s eyes are zeroed in on Eddie, his focus burning, his gaze electrifying. Eddie immediately feels a slight tightness in his jeans.
"What. Was. His. Name" he asks again, his eyes darker still, pupils blown wide. Eddie's heart jumps at the sight, still slightly leaned back. His breath quickens as Buck looks down at him angrily. Furiously.
Hungrily.
Or: Eddie receives some unexpected attention and Buck needs to remind him who gets to have him on the dining room table.
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11 Apr 2026
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He wasn’t stupid. Despite the evidence that might testify against him, he really wasn't stupid. Eddie could put things together. He just didn't want to. Or rather, he didn't want it to be true.
Eddie was going into a heat.
He was going into a heat, and it felt like all those years where he was free from it had accumulated, and now he was hit with a current so strong that keeping afloat wasn’t an option. He was drowning, and he didn't know what to do.
Sharing space with Buck
and his titsmakes Eddie go into unexpected heat. Buck helps, because of course he does. Platonically. And then less platonically.Bookmarked by koi_ling
04 Apr 2026
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I Know You're Lonely For Words That I Ain't Spoken by Stella Malke (meiratyn)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Dec 2025
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When Eddie looks at Buck, his mate, his alpha, the adoptive father of his son, it's all he wants in the world to grow their family with him.
But his body didn't cooperate last time, and chances are it's not cooperating again.
And pregnancy as an omega means entering into a situation that could very well be a trap, representing the end of his independence, his identity as a firefighter, his ability to take care of his son.
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10 Mar 2026