14 Bookmarks by keepbleedinglove

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    Someone exclaims in the background, but Buck’s voice cuts through louder when he asks, “You… you want to borrow my…?”

    “Flashlight,” Eddie supplies with patient emphasis. It is not, strictly speaking, a leap of faith to assume Buck of all people would have one, but he did move recently, so— who knows what’s still lost in Packed Box Limbo. “Please tell me you have one I can use.”

    “I…” there’s a lengthy pause on the other end, Buck’s voice weak and tapering off at the end. “Y-Yeah, okay.”

    Or: Eddie just needs to borrow some tools. Fleshlight, flashlight, what’s the difference? The distinction has never been more illuminating.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    From: [email protected]

    To: [email protected]

    Subject: Hi

    Hi Eddie,

    That seems almost too informal to capture the complicated mess of emotions involved in starting this email. How do you say hello to your (former?) best friend of 7 years who fundamentally changed you after almost 5 years of silence? I definitely don't know. So I'll start with hi. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I let the silence stretch out. I'm sorry I let the gap between us widen. I'm sorry I let time slip by. It was days before I realized I hadn't replied your texts or answered your calls. And I let it turn into weeks, months, years. I don't want the silence to have lasted longer than our friendship.

    Or; 5 years after Eddie leaves LA again for El Paso, 5 years after he and Buck stop talking, Buck decides to send an email. (A story told through email correspondence)

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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Chris still hadn’t answered his question, so Buck turned to him, his fingers brushing against the bookmark in the pages, but his focus was pinned to the sky, the galaxy swirling as the globe turned, and Buck watched the first tear slip down his face.

    “Hey, is there something off?”

    “I-I just don’t know why Dad doesn’t like you anymore.” 

    Oh...

    (it's new years and Eddie Diaz and Evan Buckley are going to talk in the winter premiere I SWEAR. if they don't ill bite someone)

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    30 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    "Would you passionately kiss your best friend for one hundred dollars?" Chimney read from his phone.

    "Are you kidding?" Buck exclaimed, slapping a hand down on the table. "I'd do it for free!"

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    In which Buck does not think before he acts.

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    24 Feb 2025

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    “God, Dad. No.” He huffed in displeasure. “I'm not— It's Buck, Dad.”

    Eddie barely ever heard that name anymore, except for an echo in his own head, and he went still, looking down at his phone and then replacing it by his ear.

    “What— what about him?” Eddie asked, hoping he sounded less thrown off guard than he felt. Hoping he sounded less breathless through the phone than he did to his own ears.

    “I got, um, an invite. To his wedding.”

    OR -

    A story told across five years. Eddie finds out Buck is marrying someone else and reflects on what brought them to this - and what, if anything, he can do about it.

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    20 Jan 2025

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    “It's stupid. I was just…” He could feel his heartbeat in his throat. “I was wondering if I could do it.”

    “Do what?”

    “Get you hard,” Buck replied before he could stop himself.

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    Eddie has some troubles in the bedroom and Buck accidentally offers to help. But it's less funny and more wholesome than it sounds? Maybe?

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    21 Dec 2024

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    Chris has got to get out of Texas. He has a plan!

     

    This fic is a request for MCUthere on Twitter, I changed just a few things from your original idea, but hope you enjoy it regardless

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    17 Nov 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 15

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    Cas is dead.

    Before he left, he wrote Dean a letter.

    Most would call it a love letter. Cas would call it a love letter.

    But for Dean’s sake, it was simply a letter.

    From Castiel, to him.

     

    What if Cas never confessed his love for Dean in the dungeon that night?

     

    Cas is distraught when he leaves the bunker after a fight with Dean. Thanks to Sam's advice, he writes a letter that he never intends to share with its recipient. Especially not after they work things out and everything is back to the way it was, mostly.

    Until the Empty collects on its deal.

     

    Oh, and Dean doesn’t die. But he is struggling to carry on without Cas.

     

    Or they both pine for each other when they think there’s no hope.

    *Hint: there's always hope.

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    20 Jul 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    What I imagine Max’s letters to be

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    15 Jul 2022

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    Sirius didn’t realise how much he relied upon his best friend (and took him for granted) until he was replaced. With a dog.

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    13 May 2022

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    After Remus and Sirius graduate from college, Sirius is gifted a house that is perfect in every way except one: it's four houses down from his parents.

    A sequel to Chocolate Cake and Banana Split.

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    19 Apr 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    A very hot day in England

    Sirius hasn’t seen Remus in a month

    Sirius and James host a BBQ and decide to ambush their friends with a water fight afterwards, which leads to… well you’ll see.

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    01 Jan 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 31

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    By the end of the afternoon, Sirius knew all about Remus' favourite books, about his favourite ice cream flavour, and the kind of music he liked best, Sirius answered the boy's timid questions with all his patience when he asked about the dress and what pronouns he should use, Sirius explained how he did not really bother himself about being a boy or a girl, he was born a boy, he called himself he, but he loved to wear girls clothes, and to wear makeup or do his hair in artfully styles, he liked to feel pretty, whether wearing boy or girl things, it wasn’t really important, Sirius was Sirius, period.

    Sirius also told him about his friends and the letters he received from his cousin Andy and his uncle Alphard, about the motorcycle he wanted to buy and about all the places around the world that he would like to see one day. On the walk back to the school, every time Remus laughed at one of his stupid jokes, Sirius had a little bit more sure that he was thoroughly screwed.

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    23 Dec 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 43

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    Who knew a little misunderstanding could turn out so well?

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    26 Sep 2021

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