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    For a moment, nothing happens. Then, about thirty seconds later, Ilya blinks once, then again, his expression tightening as confusion slowly takes over, trying to make sense of something that’s supposed to be impossible. Shane immediately knows that he’s freaking out.

    You’re freaking out right now, aren’t you? Please don’t freak out. Because if you freak out, then I’m going to freak out.

    “What the fuck?” Ilya yells, as he jerks back like he’s been burned, his hand ripping away from Shane’s ankle. His irises dart left to right crazily, locked in on Shane’s face as he searches for something. Shane stays silent. “What the fuck was that?”

    OR: Shane and Ilya develop telepathy while being in a situationship. It goes as well as you’d expect.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is nineteen and trying to get through one Hollywood party without being noticed. He gets noticed anyway, by the worst possible person. His last-minute Halloween costume is working too well. Ilya Rozanov, the rival he's never met but supposed to hate, takes one look and thinks Shane is a girl.
    Shane doesn't correct him. He doesn't stop him from kissing Shane. And he accidentally gives him his real phone number. Oops.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Shane?” He toes his shoes off and sets the groceries down on the counter. Something feels wrong here. The TV is on in the den, louder than Shane normally likes it. His things are strewn all over the place, in a way that Shane would never allow if he was well, pathologically tidy. Not dirty, not necessarily. Just… messy. 

    The closer Ilya gets to the den, the stronger the smell becomes too. Sickeningly sweet. It’s enough to make his eyes water. Something inside of him, deep inside feels inexplicably drawn to it.

    (He knows what it is. Logically, he knows what the smell is. But that can’t be what it is. Shane is a beta. Unless…)

    Ilya whips the door open, bracing for the worst. To see Shane, wrapped around an omega, flushed and sweating and–

    But all he sees is Shane. 

    (Shane flushed and sweating and crying through a fever that medicine won’t touch. Shane. Shane, the beta.)

    (Apparently not anymore.)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is having the strangest experience: He's having a strangely realistic dream (honestly, he's not quite sure what it is) that he and Shane are both women, and they are out, and able to be happy together.
    Ilya wishes he could have the same in his real life, not in whatever dream sequence this is.

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    07 Jun 2026