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John Murphy is blind. And Bellamy Blake is hopelessly in love with him.
Based on the beautiful movie "If I Had Wings", where Richard Harmon does the most incredible portrayal of a blind person I have ever seen. I highly recommend watching the movie, and then coming back to this fic, as several of the moments are inspired from scenes in the movie.
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20 May 2026
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Murphy doesn’t like the dark.
And now he’s stuck on a hunting team, one led by none other than Bellamy Blake. A hunting team that will probably be away from camp for several days, which means camping out in the woods overnight. In the dark, where there are grounders.
There is no way that could possibly end well.Bookmarked by just_suffer
19 May 2026
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Bellamy had thought he had seen the last of the likes of Murphy when he was banished, yet here he lays half dead in front of them. Blood spills lazily from his slightly open mouth, his right ear, and the numerous cuts that liter his body. His skin is pale and sickly and he appears severely malnourished. His eyes stare past them even as they grow nearer to his unmoving body.
______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________What if the grounders never let Murphy go in Season One? At the start of Season Three, everything is the same except Murphy never came back and Clarke never left. So, what happens when a bloodied and broken Murphy shows up out of the blue; will he be forgiven or cast out all over again?
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19 May 2026
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“John?” He swiveled his head to see who the fuck was calling him by his first name but regretted it instantly when he caught sight of the tall, dark-haired man next to him.
No. No, god, please no.
Murphy suddenly felt sick and was once again struggling to catch his breath. There was no possible way, out of anyone to fucking survive the trip down to the ground that he was here. Here, next to Murphy in this hall that now seemed so goddamned small, way too small to breathe in, touching his arm for Christ’s sake. He was practically hyperventilating.
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Set at the beginning of season 2.
When Murphy returned to Camp Jaha on a stretcher, he found himself face-to-face with someone from his past.
Bellamy needed to help rescue the other delinquents, but he couldn't forget the terrified look in Murphy's eyes.
Who was the man in the hall, and what did he want with Murphy?Bookmarked by just_suffer
16 May 2026
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"I'm sorry." Bellamy says. The apology sounds like it hurt to say and that it may have damaged his vocal chords on the way up. John tries not to stare and fails spectacularly.
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16 May 2026