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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy, older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya gets his bell rung while playing for Ottawa against Montreal

    He forgets how to speak English and can only speak Russian

    Luckily, Shane Hollander, the light of his life, has learned Russian

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    20 Jun 2026

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    And at the occasional moments when Ilya Rozanov was asked what his inspiration was, he would quickly glance around the room and simply say he had a muse. A beautiful muse he kept drawing pure inspiration from. The way he said it was very easy too, too soft and too real. As if it were obvious as day. That this inspiration was so beautiful that anyone questioning where he drew imagination from was blind.
    More for him to soak up to anyways he would say, he didn't like to share at all. He liked to be the only recipient of this pure stream of sunshine.

    ☼Ilya Rozanov invites Shane Hollander to his house parties every week. Shane never shows up (except for that one time)

    ☼Shane hangs up a call sheet, looking to find male models for a nude painting he is drawing. (he finds that every other name is crossed out by the same pen that Ilya Rozanov's name is written)

    ☼Shane is very sure about the place he holds in Ilya's life. (and hates whoever the fuck his muse is)

    ☼Shane spends his life avoiding mess (apart from his holy devotion to a certain mess of curls and 'no tomorrows')

    AU: Where Shane and Ilya are students in a prestigious art university in Ontario

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has had plenty of sex. That's no secret to anyone. He had long since confessed to Shane that sex with him was always special and different, and that he's never felt like that with anyone else, but the self doubt that lives in Shane's mind had told him that you can never be too sure.

    But he can be sure of this: Shane Hollander is the only person on earth who has ever fingered Ilya Rozanov. They had had the conversation when Ilya first asked to try bottoming. He had never trusted anyone to see him like this. He didn't want to feel vulnerable. But Shane is different, he had said. He knows Shane will take care of him.

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    (aka: hollanov switch for the first time and its very sweet and sappy)

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “You are so pretty, baby,” Ilya’s voice dragged across his skin, “So young. Too young for me. Hm?”

    Shane thought he may never have been so turned on in his life.

    “No,” he shook his head frantically, “No I’m not.”

    “But you can’t even tell how much I want you,” he nearly pouted, taking a step closer to Shane, who thought his legs might be turning into jelly, “Makes me feel a little dirty, like I’m taking advantage.”

    “You’re not- You wouldn’t be.”

    “I don’t know,” he tilted his head to the side, moving even closer to him, so that their chests were nearly pressed together, “I don’t know, is not a good look, me chasing after someone like you.”

    “I want you to,” the words spilled out of his mouth, “I want you to chase me.”

    Or, Shane is home from college for the summer, and has a thing for the man that lives across the street. Turns out, that man has a thing for him right back.

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    20 Jun 2026